RACHEAL SPY

Pictures do speak,don't they?

2010-08-01T21:20:00.021+08:00

Namelists for registration! :D

Namelists for class 5 SN 1, 5 Sn 2 & 5 PA 1.

Namelists for class 5 PA 2, 5 KM 1 & 5 KM 2.

Master Plan! ;)

Sitting Position for each and every one! *Phew* Credits to Wai Yan & saya! :P

Our very awesome programme card! Grand,huh?? Credits to Jessalynn, Lai Zhu and ME!

The Programme of the day!

My AWESOMEEEE tatttooooo! *woots*

My make-ups!

Time to pick a shoe! Black goes with any colour! ;P

Last but not least,My dress! *ta-da

A day before the farewell! (29/7/2010)

2010-07-31T22:28:00.005+08:00

I did lotsa preparation!
Nonetheless, I gotta thanked people like, Lai Zhu, Jessalynn and Wai Yan. ;D
Without them. I would have died ages ago. *just kidding*
Anyway, the credits shouldn't be given to me only BUT to the whole committee!
I will be uploading some pictures about the preparation I did a day before the farewell.
From the programme books to the registration lists to my clothes and etc!
Hope you guys enjoy it!
XOXO.

What a week. hectic

2010-07-25T10:19:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile!
How ya people doing???
Fine? I hope so!! :)
Well, well, alot had happened for the past week.
Last week, I found out that I got chosen for NS!!! *cry out loud
*News flew all over Penang, all the way to KL and finallyyy Dubai. WHAT? I was devastated kayyy! *laugh out loud*

NS, Every Parent's Nightmare!

Monday,my mum called. Out of sudden, she said that my uncle had heart attack. Wahhh.. I rushed all the way to the hospital to report the latest news to my mum (since she is not in Penang). *Phew. Thank God he's alright. Amen.

Tuesday, freaking out. I'm having test tomorrow and the oh-so-smart me,
are yet to touch my book!
Worse still, I had tuition on that day itself. Gahhh. Tiredddd like hell. Lol.
*Sorry Xing Xi, I knew I sorta drove you crazyyy. I'm sowrieee. (Pity him. I, Ms Su, mentally tortured that poor dude.) :P *
I rushed like nobody's business in order to revise for my HISTORY. Loads to cover,mann!
Lil did I know that Chapter 7 is twee times of Chapter 6!!
Well, I stayed up till 1.30am and woke up at 4.30am to do my Physics.
*I'm glad I studied. You may think I'm a nerd or a lil kiasu. I'm just taking a step further, preparing myself for the worst.

Wednesday, mum came back to visit my uncle.
She and her sister, Aunty Stephanie, dropped by to visit her (my mum) very precious kids! *lol. She took my lil bro. and I out.
I murmured to myself, "I'm so dead. I'm having chemistry tomorrow and yet, I'm goin out.
Well, who cares! It's just a test! :P"
We went out to Gurneyy, babehh! I'm loving it. *lalala Well, I shopped like no one's business. Went there empty handed, came back with full of shopping bags!!
The feeling is just so AWESOMEEE!
We left Gurney at around 8 plus and we drove all the way to Tambun for seafood!
*yum yum oh-so-delicious :D
After dinner, went to my uncle's house to fix my brother's phone.
My elder bro, drove us back to Penang whereas my mum drove back to KL.
*sobs I will miss her LOADS
Guess what??
We reached home about 11 plus.
I was so dang tireddd, went to bed without studying.

Thursday, woke up 6 plusss!! Gahhh! running late for school!
Well, I managed to study for my chemistry before the test start. *Lucky me!
I could feel that I'm running out of energy,babeh.
Reached home, I could feel this "stupid fire" which kept burning inside.
It was the eagerness to STUDY.
Seriously, it felt SO WRONG.
Yesss, indeed, I continue to study instead of taking a break!
I was preparing really HARD for my biology!

Friday, last day of Test 2! *cheers*
I stayed up till 2.30am. I can't sleep.
At last I managed to sleep but it was almost 3 or 3 plus in the morning.
Nonetheless, I woke up at 4.30 or 5. (I can't really remember)
I didn't get to finish em' ,my bio last night. * pathetic
So, yea I had to continue with my it.
Which means... I won't have time for my Add. Maths!!! *Dang it. I need a time machine!!*
Bio was pretty hard,tho. If I didnt study, I dont think I couldd get thru it. :D
Last but not least, add maths!!!!
For the very first time, after goin thru all the other papers, I actually wanted to
commit suicide!!!
*Not literally. I love myself too much. Commiting suicide would be such a waste!
Add Maths was HARDD! Well, whatever. It's OVER!

PS: I slept EXTREMELY early. 9 plus! hah.

Saturday. *wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee I felt so fresh,people! ;D
Woke up, switched on my phone and it started buzzing. *I could always predict who*
BUT, then again, I may be wrong. *I ain't no psychic!
Hah! A stanger texted me. *You know who you are. I'm Not gonna go into details here. Save the best for the last!* :P
At night, hang out with my bro and Jack. *Seriously wei,they are like freggin close BUT, (I stressed on the "BUT") they aren't gay lahhh! It's NOT a sarcasm!!! Well, I'm just jealous of the fact that their friendship did last after so longggg. :P
PS: Jack, if you so happened to read this, dont breathe a word to my brother. :D

Sunday, I wonder what's new for today!

Gossip Girl, " Upper East Side Queens aren't born at the top. They climb their way up in heels, no matter who the have to tread on to do it."
*You might think it's mean. Well, try looking at the other angle. I hope you see something in it!
XOXO. Love. Peace. Yo. <3

Lucky me!

2010-07-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

It was the begining of a new week.
Yes. Sigh. Monday. Sien.
Went to school as usual but with a lil extra "drama".
As you ALL know, I hurt myself last Saturday. *pity pity
So yea, no surprise that ppl questioned me about the two huge wounds on my knees!
*Thanks,ppl. I know you guys care. Am really touched.
It was the English Language Week, we had a public speaking competition in the school hall.
So, there isn't any lesson going on. *wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
During recess, a random guy came in to our school to sell The Star newspaper at RM1.20.
Each purchase came with a free copy of Galaxie Magazine. *cheap,huh??
I had my eyes on one of the "twilight cover" Galaxie.
According to him, our principle said, that issues are only for teachers. *NO fair!!
I flipped a couple of times and he knew I really want it.
So, he sold me a copy and asked me to keep it properly! *hah! nice lehhh. :P
That wasn't the best part YET!
While I was standing at Porch 2, he literally stopped his car and passed me 3 copies of GAlaxie!!!!
I went like, "thank uuuu. *speechless* *keep on smilling*
Hahahahahaha.
People usually say, black monday!
Well, it was a lucky day for ME! :D

This Week!

2010-07-11T10:17:00.003+08:00

Wednesday:-
It was a public holiday which means no school! *wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
BUT I had extra ttn class with (someone)
Woke up at 8am, Shaun texted to remind me to do my devotion.
I was like.. am preparing to go out lahh! Lol.
So, I told him I will just memorize a line.
John 15 verse 7: "If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you."
I went out for dim sui with my aunt and grandparents.
Gosh, I miss Emma so so much,mann! <3
I followed my aunt back to her house and I went swimming with Em.
I only managed to do 4 freggin laps!!!
WE had so much FUN!!
BUT the horror began when I came back to my aunt hs to bath.
I almost fainted looking at the "lines" formed on my body due to my swimming suit!!
*I got tanner, scream out loud. ahahahahaha. :D
I had my lunch in my aunt's hs. The rice is AMAZING plus plus the dried grilled curry fish!!
*yum yum..oh-so-superb
After that, I went for ttn. :(

Saturday:-
I went to Youth Park at 1pm!
It was fregging hot but I came prepared! hah! *smart eh?? :P
The reason we were there was to try out all the games and to prepare ourselves for the Let's Make It Happen project!
We did try out quite a number of games. Nonetheless, we did some changes. :D

Highlights of the day:

I fell down again. I didnt really fell, fell. I was crawling on cement. (They made me do it) So, yea. The outmost layer of my skin came off. Gahhh! *My poor knees. It hurts. :(
I spotted Mr. Dimple!! His smile is AWESOMEE. Lol. There was this part where all the guys were required to take off their tee. *My jaw almost fell looking at his macho body! :x
Yong Xiang went to Youth Park BUT he didnt even come up to me ans say "Hi". *Mean,huh?? :P

Well, I will just have to pray REALLY hard hoping that my wounds will heal asap before my mum skin me alive.

Do You Know??

The first thing she asked when I told her I fell down was.. "Harr.. ma got scar??"
I told her it would be fine BUT it seems that the condition got worse than the day before!!! *am so dead

Something To Blah!

2010-07-07T01:04:00.002+08:00

Laugh Out Loud.
Ok.Ok.
I know my RC camp is so yesterday but still come on, gimme some credits on take the effort to upload them. *Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
There are more to come if and only if my fren upload the rest of em' (You know who you are *glare hahaha. :D)
I had fun with both my partners, Yee Yuan and Saras.
We, ppl, were crazzzyyyy.
Nonetheless, we enjoyed each and every bit of it! *didnt we?? no??
WE screamed. laughed. attacked one another. wet one another. toutured the juniors. "fought" with the juniors. did lotsa crazy stuff. last but not least, the best part, pushing one another down into the pool. * it may seems childish BUT it was awesome
I will remember it forever. Never had the chance to do it again. *sob sob
That's about it.
It's 1 am plus noww.
Am so freggin sleeppyyy!
Nites,ppl ! :D
<3

RC camp!! Pictures,babes!!

2010-07-06T23:50:00.026+08:00

B-O-R-I-N-G!

2010-07-04T21:43:00.003+08:00

There's nothing much to say.
AM BORED!
Throughout the week, there were ppl who made me smile and who pissed me off.
Anyways, tomorrow is the beginning for a NEW week... so, am looking forward to it!

Oh ya, Pui Yee-oh-Pui Yee, YOU should really learn how to walk properly,mann!

Bruises all over my leggg!!!
( What's this???)

C-U-T-E!!!

2010-07-03T00:26:00.006+08:00

(Victor & Derrick)

Laugh Out Loud.
I'm so so so SORRY, Derrick!
I stole your picture.
Am just pretty desperate to show your cute lil brother to the WORLD!!
He is so so so adorable!!

I'm pissed,YO!

2010-07-02T23:54:00.004+08:00

Note: I promised I'm NOT gonna rant much!

Well, well, we ALL lied.
C'mon! Who doesn't???
If you were to tell me, "I swear I didn't lie before."
I would said, "THINK again!" or "Hah. You are lying NOW!"
Remember those time when your girlfriends asked you, how do they looked in their dresses and you told them they looked awesome eventho you knew those dresses don't suit them??
SEE! TOLD YA!! :P
It just the matter of what lies are you telling.
It may be a white lie or a 'pure' lie.
A LIE remains a lie no matter which angle you see it.
I wouldn't wanna ruin blog because of YOU.
It's SO NOT worth it!
Nonetheless, WHAT IS DONE, IS DONE!

You took a knife and stabbed into someone's heart.
You tried so hard to fix it.
Even if the heart were to heal, will it ever be the same old perfect heart again???
EXACTLY. That's my point! ;)

Ps: The best thing I have ever learnt from YOU, " Lie all the way you can as long as u aren't caught by anyone."

FOOD DAY!!

2010-06-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION MS. KHAW!!

I'm warning you for the VERY last time! Stop telling me you are on a diet!!
I shall whack you,mann!! :p hahaha.
Well..well..TODAY was a mess!
I screwed up ALL my meals!
I didnt take my breakfast this morning but I ate during recess time!
I ate a plate of chicken rice (one of my fav. dishes in sch) from the malay store.
Well.. I know.. it's CANTEEN FOOD, how would it taste good??
Apparently, my school's canteen doesn't really suck,kayy! *cheers*
After school, I went for Mr. Boo's tuition.
Xing Xi bought me lunch, which is a set of Mc Chicken! *oh-so-delicious
Lai Zhu and I went to Caltex to get some junk food!!
We bought a packet of Twisties, Rollar Coaster, Some chocolate oats, can drink and a mentos for 10 bucks!! *pretty cheap,huh?? ; )
BUT THAT isn't my point!!
I ate like nobody's business,mann!!
First..I ate the whole set of Mc Chicken which consists of a burger, a medium fries and a coke!
Lai Zhu forced feed me the JUNK Food we bought! :p *I was just exaggerating! It's not her fault actually. Lol. XD.
I was so FULL, I felt like I could vomit anytime.
Lai Zhu went like, "See lahh, you are so full until wanna vomit! poor those in Africa who dont even get to EAT!
This isn't the worst yet!
Xing Xi went like, "Wah..Pui Yee. Eat so MUCH ar?? Not scared of FAT meh???"
I was like, "Xing Xi!! I'm enjoying my food and yet you HAD to remind me of putting on weight!!"
After that taking another mouth of junk food, I finally gave up!!
I can't take it anymore!! My stomach is gonna burst!
Passed two packets to Xing Xi.
I went like, "Nah..give you. Make u FAT!" I know I'm EVIL. muahahahaha.
I promised I won't take my dinner tonight!!!
Guess wat??? I took my dinner!! Grrr!

That's ALL bout today!
*It's more than enough to revealed about how I eat like a hungry monster*
GREAT DAY! =D

Adelyn's House

2010-06-26T19:10:00.002+08:00

It was Friday.
I started praying really hard since morning.
My prayer for the day- "God, pls.. I'm NOT wishing for anything much, I just wanna join Shu Wern in Adelyn's house tonight. Make my aunt approve that. Pls, God. I'm begging You! "
For the whole day..even during tuition.. I couldn't concentrate.
My heart and mind were busy thinking what kinda reason my aunt would come up to stop me from going! I was scared.
It sounded stupid but I was really sacred my permission will be rejected again.
Well, well, as always...my prayer was heard by Him.
My aunt who has been rejecting my permission to go out, agreed to let me go!
I was SO SO SO happy!! :D I couldn't wait to share this news with someone!! So,texted Shaun right away and Shu Wern to inform her that I'm cominggg!!! *wheeeeeeeeeee
I told Shaun, I love God and He is just so awesomeee!!
Spent like 3 to 4 hours in Adelyn's house.
Explored her wardrobe. I went like, "wow". *stunned (those who r close to her, u know the reason why..dont cha?? :p
I saw Victor Low playing with his PSP once I stepped into Adelyn's house!! *gosh..he's so freggin CUTE!!! Fyi, he screams exactly like Adelyn!! XD
Then, the next person I met was Derrick. (This young men here is really entao! )
*If I were 15, I will totally be crushing on him. :x Ahahahahaha. Dont freak out, Derrick, I'm 17!
We talked, we laughed, we ate, we screamed, we did lotsa funny stuff...
When Mei Jun came, the whole house almost collapsed!
Mei Jun and Adelyn ran around the dining table chasing one another . *tsk. tsk. childish nia.
WE ( Shu Wern, Derrick and I)..the civilised ones..sat there and watched the live show! Hahaha.
Owh..there was this part where Adelyn wanted to blend some juice.
Shu Wern went like, "Let's pray she doesn't force us to drink!"
Adelyn heard her saying it and she started screaming from the kitchen " I shall make some for u ppl to drink."
Shu Wern started to hurry me and Derrick to eat faster so that we could run upstairs to avoid Adelyn and "her-oh-so-delicious-fruit-juice'! *E-V-I-L. Muahahahaha
After eating, I made them to start watching movies because gonna leave in an hour. D:
We watched "Orphans". *Dang it!! Scary weii!!!
When my brother came to fetch me about 10.45pm, I was DYING not to leave the house!!
I hugged my darling ( Shu Wern) for the very last time. I wont be seeing her till this year end! *sob sob
Reached home almost 12am , i guess.
WAS superr tireddd.
Called Shaun Kuan to tell him something and I ended up listening to him complaning about some programme that couldn't work.
Anyway, I didnt complain when he whined cause he listened to me whenever I rant.
So, yea..be fair LAHH! He whines, saya listen! :D

To my dear darling,
Ms. Koe,
love ya lots,like I always do,
I will miss ya loads!!
<3

A Day With My Beloved(s)!

2010-06-24T19:59:00.005+08:00

I'm just so H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!! :D
I finally get to spent some time with Ms. Koe a.ka. my madam a.k.a my sister!!! (Shu Wern)
I have been dying to go out with her and my permission always got turned down by my aunt. D:
Hah! At last, we(Vivian and I) get to hang out at her place and we went 'pasar malam' together.
It was FUN,wei!! We ate like nobody's business!!!
We screamed, we laughed, we teased one another and obviously we talked ALOT!
Hmmm... let me recalled what we ate. Err...

Char Koay Teow
Tong Sui
A huge chocolate crips
A huge 'sausage'
Cendol
Vivian bought some coconut tiny "crips" (idk wat it's called as)

I guess that's all we ate,kua.. Can't really remember,tho.
Anyway, around 8 plus, Vivian had to go. D:
So, we waited with her for her parents to come fetch her BUT she kept shoo-ing us home!!
(Vivian, we WILL NOT leave u alone! It's dark,kayyy! Later,kena kidnapped *touchwood*)
After that, it started to drizzle, Shu Wern and I walked back to her house.
At her house..we talked and talked and talked NON stop!
*sorryy lahhh.. this is US. when u placed us in a room together, this is what we do! *:p
Catching up with one another is the BEST thing to do when u missed out so much in one's life!

<3>
Shu Wern and Vivian

First Day Back To School!

2010-06-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

Gah! <3
Woke up 5.30am and I did my devotion. *wheeeeee
I started texting a couple of friends and only two replied! *sad,huh?
I wore my flip flop to school today. (first time in my sch life)
I looked weird.
I could see ppl staring at me while I walked in the school compound.
Well, I wasn't day dreaming or still in a holiday mood till I forgot to wear school's shoe to school.
In the previous post, I bet I did mention that my legs were hurt and I couldn't wear school shoe to school! That's WHY!
School was pretty much okay lahh!! It's S-C-H-O-O-L! What do u expect?? xP
Vivian seems moody ,tho... haiz.. *Cheer up,my dear! =D
I get to see all my beloved SDC's juniors!! And and..all my crazzyyyy classmates!!
Nonetheless..first day back to school, I already received a complain from a teacher saying that Lai Zhu and I talked alot! Lol. *I'm SO SO SORRY. I just couldn't shut myself up! :x
That's about it lahh!
Oh. Oh. Not to forget, I have tons of homework to do! D:

CLS Gathering

2010-06-20T09:58:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =D

Bravo, Form 5 Rangers!
You guys did a great job!
The stage deco. was amazing!!
I had fun dancing, singing and screaming!! xp
The atmosphere was pretty FUN & HIGH!
I felt like I'm in a club rather than a gathering,tho. :D
*maybe this is how a real gathering feels like*
Nonetheless, we should really thanked Deepti for coming up with something.
Or else.. RC is in deep trouble.
BUT
I was sorta disappointed,tho.
I stayed up to look for the lyrics and songs to prepare a last minute performances.
AND they cancelled it.
Haiz.. I'm NOT blaming them. I wouldn't wanna embarass myself up there too ,tho.
*Ignore me. I know i'm just ranting*

ANYWAYS...
The station games were good.
It was quite fun lah! :D
Just that I came home NOT so good!!

I have huge blisters under my feet!

I couldn't walk! Each step I take, it's like poking a needle thru the blisters

I have rashes EVERYWHERE ( almost) on my thighs and knees!!

I have cuts on my knees!

Well... well.. this is the price you PAY when you are being SPORTING! hah! *perasan*
Alright. Gotta leave. I will update some photos if I could find some!! <3

I'm NOT a MUM!!!

2010-06-18T23:54:00.004+08:00

Grrr...
Do I sound like a mum to u guys???
*Okay.. I know I'm gonna rant.*

Well.. well.. the story goes like this..
A friend of mine is sick..
I was kind enough to keep on reminding him to:-

Drink lotsa water.
Eat proper food. ( he ate JUNK FOOD!! *fuming*)
Go straight home after class and NOT to linger around

He thinks that I sounded like his MUM!! *swt!

2nd thing..
Once again, I'm SO KIND.
I advise a friend / my half sister to:-

Text me when she reached Penang.
Be careful when she is on her way back.
Take care.

Once again, she thinks I sounded like a MUM!! *swt!

SWEET NIBLETS!

The "he"- Yong Xiang
The "she"- Shu Wern

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-06-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

SHU WERN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =D
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER!!!!!!!!
*hugs hugs*
I miss you so so so MUCHIE!!!

<3

A letter to a best friend!

2010-06-17T16:42:00.009+08:00

Note: This is NOT a love letter but it is a letter written with love!

Dear Shaun,

I wish you were here to read this because all that I'm goin to say,here, came truly from the bottom of my heart.
I couldn't make myself to tell you this face to face not because I was shy BUT I'm afraid I might freak you out! (I wouldn't want that, tho) Lol.
Anyway, the very reason I wrote you this, was because I wanted to let you know how grateful I am to have you as a friend!
You are one of the things that ever happened to me in my life! ( I'm NOT exaggerating! I mean it!)
The day I met you was like a whole new phase and the begining of everything. (Ka Ching! )
You made me into who I am, today! Not a perfect person BUT definately a better one! =D
You, sticked thru thick and thin with me regardless how bad the situations are.
You were there for me when I needed someone the most!
You have NEVER let me down, NOT EVEN ONCE.
Sometimes I do feel really guilty and ashame of myself.
Do you know why?? Well, it's simple!
"You asked me not to do it and I did it! " [ Did wat? Ask me. :)]

For those out there,you think you have found your Best Friend??
Well, let me share with ya what my friend, here, had done for me. It's AMAZING, I tell you!!

He brain wash me like nobody's business!! Lol.

His intention: He is just trying to show me what's right and what's wrong eventho it involved Christianity. Nonetheless, it's for my own good! Right??

He actually spent his precious time + credits, listening to my endless rants a.k.a craps/nonsenses (mostly are just boyfriend issues)

Note: Not many ppl are willing to do that,you see.

He is willing to spend his "supposingly sleeping hours" to help me when I'm in trouble. FYI, sleeping hours are VERY IMPORTANT to him. Right, Shaun?? ;) He needs his 'BEAUTY SLEEP'! xP

Note: Ppl like me, who is rather selfish, text him in the middle of the night (almost) just to ask him to "fix me" (get over my ex). Yet, he NEVER shoo me away!! [Dang it! You made me feel so BAD,dude!!]

He has never gave up on ME! ( Well, so far,there aren't any signs or sympotons, tho.) He advises me like a broken tape recorder!! oh yes, he nags, LIKE a grandpa!! D: He makes sure what goes in, in the right ear NEVER came out from the left ear AND will stay in my brain for as long as I'm still breathing.

Note: Trust Me, your best friends will only advise you the most, 3 times! (After that, you die your problem!) I dont blame them, tho...because..you see.. to them, they had done their part and that's it!

He is a REALLY commited Christian and that is why he is 'holy' to ME! (I know you dont agree with me,Shaun BUT this is how I 'gred' you. Accept it, brother!) Due to this, I have changed from a total spoil brat who curse, judge others, bitch about others and etc. to a much better person. I'm REALLY glad I have stopped all those nonsense as it brings nothing BUT troubles. For now, I'm trying my really best to stay on the right track hoping that one day, I will gain respect from the others

Note: If it wasn't for him or God, I think I'm pretty much the still a pyscho bitch who claims to be innocent.

OH WELL, THE LIST GOES ON
AND
I CERTAINLY COULDN'T WRITE EVERYTHING HERE!
It's endless and crazy,man!! hahaha.

Shaun-oh-Shaun, you are NOT only my best friend. In fact, you are like a brother to me. Eventho, I'm older than u by a couple of months BUT you are the one always watching out for me. I'm glad we met (a few days after my birthday), and I get to know you! Perhaps, you are a gift from ou Father in Heaven as a birthday present? Who knew??
Well, I hope (keeping my fingers cross) I will not have to lose you be in today, tomorrow or in the future. You play a really important role in my life,man!! When I fall, you pick me up! Without you, I guess I will just keep on falling till I DIE one fine day! *touch wood*

CONCLUSION??
Pui Yee's Awesomeee
(I'm just joking)

Shaun, you are indeed a GIFT from GOD. Thank you so so much for EVERYTHING. I'm sorry I almost drove you crazy at times. Hahahaha. =D

Pui Yee
(Your crazy friend/ partner/ sister)

S-O-R-R-Y

2010-06-17T16:27:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG DIED.

I'm so so so SORRY!
Well.. well.. i'm backkk!!
:D

U Make Me Wanna

2009-12-21T18:14:00.002+08:00

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why..

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why..

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Updates!

2009-12-14T15:08:00.002+08:00

I have nothing much to say about my life, right now..
Because..I couldn't tell what's going on.. nevermind telling you people.
Of course.. I went through a lot..
Little did I know that, I could survive without anyone's help. *credits for myself*
It's not the best neither it's the worst..right now..
I have learnt that,there are things I just gotta live with it... whether I like it or not...
But I'm hoping for all the "dramas" to end.
I have had enough!! I don't need more.
I want my life back.... where I could be no one but MYSELF!!

5/ 12/ 09 (Saturday)

2009-12-07T10:47:00.002+08:00

Woke up early to pack up.
Went for breakfast.
Mum took us to the bus station a.k.a. railway station.
The tickets we bought were from Nice Company and it will be leaving at 12 noon.
I slept throughout the whole journey.
I was just too tired.
Reached Penang around 5 plus.
My brother picked us up at the bus station,here, in Penang.
Went home.. lots of unpacking to do!! *Thanks to myself!

4/ 12/ 09 (Friday)

2009-12-07T09:58:00.003+08:00

Woke up kinda late again.
Had breakfast then headed to mum's office.
I was supposed to go to Pavillion with my grandparents but my mum said she will bring us there later tonight.
I have nothing to do so, I did waxing at my mum's beauty salon.
It's was really awesome.
After that, I went to meet up with Aunty Stephanie.
She took me to do my last minute shopping.
Bought some stuff, pens & shoe!
Oh, i even got a gold purse for my biatch! * Cool, eh?
After that, mum took us for dinner and we headed back to her house!!
I was whinning all the way home because my mum refused to bring me to Pavillion.
Back at her house, I have SO much to pack as I'm leaving tomorrow!!
Oh well, I think I should thanked her for NOT going to Pavillion.
I remembered taking only 1 luggage to my mum's place & now I'm bring back 3!!
So, yea, just imagine how many things I have bought from KL!!

3/ 12/ 09 (Thursday)

2009-12-03T18:02:00.004+08:00

Woke up kinda late because I watched my Hong Kong drama till 3am plus.
*So.. yea.. god bless me for not able to wake up.
I was so sleepy even after refeshing myself.
When I was taking my breakfast, I could even finished my food & I don't feel like talking to anyone.
After that, we went back to my mum's office because she has work to do.
I took my grandparents and brother over to Sungai Wang to shop.
Bought some stuff.
Had lunch in a coffee shop! :)
Then we went shopping again.
We left my grandpa at a goldsmith shop to chat with his old buddy.
After we have done with our shopping, we went back to the shop.
By that time, he had done with his chatting & that shop's boss gave a wine to my grandpa as a souvenir.
We left Sungai Wang around 5 plus in the evening and went back to Times Square.
I was extremely tired & I decided top stay in my mum's office.
I went online and chatted with Shu Wern & Shaun.
Around 8 plus, mum decided to leave the office and we went for dinner with a few of her close friends.
As usual, dinner then home.

2/ 12/ 09 (Wednesday)

2009-12-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

Woke up late due to "family" night out yesterday.
Took our own sweet time to get ready.
Went for breakfast then headed to mum's office.
Nothing much to do, though.
I continued typing my 'essay' for Shu Wern.
Bought peanut & chocolate waffels for lunch.
Grandparents came back around evening.
Waited for mum while she was busy dealing with her customers.
After that, we went to the EXTREMELY long night market again.
I love the place! I hate the place!
Bought some fruits and food.
Headed for dinner cause it was kinda late ady.
My brother and I fought in the car because he was tired and I was hungry.
Oh well, WHATEVER!!

1/ 12/ 09 (Tuesday)

2009-12-03T17:15:00.003+08:00

Woke up kinda early today.
Took my grandparents for breakfast.
Went to mum's office for an hour.
Then we went to KLCC.
Bought lots of stuff,though!
The best part is.. my mum bought me a Adidas bottle!!
*LOL.. I love her!!
We had our lunch there.
After that, we went back to her shop again.
She invited all her employees for dinner.
We went to a Taiwan Steamboat Restaurant for dinner.
People who attended were not my mum's employees.
Her best friend.. Aunty Mei Xiang (Datin) and Aunty Yvonne together with my dad's cousin brother and her wife joined us for dinner.
After dinner, my dad's cousin took my grandparents with them cause they are going to visit my grandpa's brother who is staying in KL too.
Everyone went home after eating except my mum, my brother, my mum's friends and I.
We hung out at that place till 11 plus.
* wonder what we did there?? nah.. not telling!!
I was extremely tired as well as my brother too!!
Oh ya.. guess how much was the bill?? *Fyi, rm800 ++

30/ 11/ 09 (Monday)

2009-12-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

Woke up kinda early.
Because..my mum had an appointment with her customer.
Went to mum's office right after breakfast.
Around 2 plus went to Pudu Station to fetch my grandparents.
Headed to mid Valley after that.
We had our lunch in Canton-I! *hmm..yum..yum
Went shopping.. bought some stuff.
Had tea there in a coffee shop.
After that, we headed back home.
We came out again after refreshing ourselves for dinner.
We ate Thai Food in a Thai Restaurant somewhere nearby.
*feel like puking cause I ate a lot!

29/ 11/ 09 (Sunday)

2009-12-03T16:55:00.002+08:00

Woke up as usual.
Tidy the room a bit cause grandparents are coming tomorrow.
Had breakfast then headed to Times Square.
Followed Aunty Stephanie around cause I was bored.
Then I came back to mum's office.
Went online.. chatted with Shu Wern!!
I was asked to write an essay for her about my life after she went to Singapore!
So, yea.. lots to write!!
Anyway, at night, my mum took me to Petaling Street!
Gosh.. lots of pirated stuff there,man..
Bought nothing. *i'm glad
Came home after dinner!

28/ 11/ 09 (Saturday)

2009-12-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

Woke up pretty late!
Had breakfast then headed to mum's office!
Fought with my brother again!
Because.. he refused to let me use the computer again!
And I hate him!
Went to Border to read some books!
I picked the Little Black Dress book!
It's really nice and dirty (if u know what I'm talking about!)
I'm NOT polluted (ok..maybe..a little) but.. it's a young adult's book..
So, i think it isn't a problem la..
After spending 4 hours there... I coud no longer feel my butt!
Went for dinner and headed back home!
I stayed up till 2 plus in the morning to watch Hong Kong drama!

27/ 11/ 09 (Friday)

2009-12-02T18:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up as usual.
Had my so-called-breakfast around 12 plus at a restaurant.
Gosh!! That fried noodles is the WORST fried noodles I have ever tried in my life!!
Went back to mum's office.
Nothing much to do!
I fought with my brother for the pathetic computer.
C'mon!! I'm NOT being childish!!
I was EXTREMELY bored,kay!!!
I went down to visit my aunty.
Waited for a couple of hours for Susan & Anyee (mum's employees)
At night, I went for a movie with them.
We watched New Moon!!
*Taylor Laurtner is so so HOT!!
My mum went home without me. *Horrible,right?
To be honest, she waited for me for almost 2 hours because my brother refused to watch New Moon with me!
Anyway, godblesshim , hah!

26/ 11/ 09 (Thursday)

2009-11-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

Aunty Stephanie was free today.
We went shopping together.
Gosh, I bought lots of stuff.
I bought a pair of black skinny jeans.
Two pairs of shorts.
A long tee which I think I could where it as a dress!
Oh.. best of all.. I took the BAG!!
The grey bag I mentioned in my previous blog!!!
Yes.. that one!!! Gosh.. I love it!!!
Nothing much for today..
Just shopping! :)

25/ 11/ 09 (Wednesday)

2009-11-26T13:51:00.002+08:00

Left house pretty early.
Headed straight to Times Square.
Mum was extremely busy.
Had "breakfast" around 1 something in the afternoon.
Mum bought me a pair of flip flops from ROXY. *Love her lots*
I rebonded my hair again for the second time.
My mum closed her shop pretty late today cause there was lots of customer.
After that, we headed to a night market at some place *idk where izzit*
Bought lots of hair stuff. *e.g. hairband, hair clips and etc.*
Had fun walking, talking, and buying stuff.
One thing I hate about that place is.. it's EXTREMELY cramp.
Went home after that.

I don't wanna go back to Penang.
I wanna stay here!!

24/ 11/ 09 (Tuesday)

2009-11-24T17:25:00.005+08:00

Headed to Pavillion right after we left the house.
Went there for breakfast at The Coffee Bean.
After that, we went for shopping.
While we're shopping, one of my mum's employees called and we had to get back to the company.
Spent the whole day in the mum's office again.
Well, I was kinda bored.. so I went to one of my aunt's shop (in Times Square too) to help out.
Nothing much to do,though.
I spent the whole evening whining at my brother cause he refused to let me use the PC.
Watched 2012 at GSC in Times Square.
Went home during midnight!

23/ 11/ 09 (Monday)

2009-11-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

We left the house kinda late today.
Took our own sweet time for breakfast.
Went back to mum's office.
According to my plan, I'm suppose to follow Aunty Stephanie to get stuff.
I waited for her at my mum's shop.
At the meantime, my mum suggested that I should straighten my hair again.
But due to lack of time, I didn't go.
We (Aunt, my brother and I) took monorail to Chow Kit.
We went to this place (not sure of the name) and we bought lots of stuff..
Gosh!! I love that place.
Had so much fun there!!
You really could shop till you drop!!

My aunt bought me...

A school bag

A pinkish purple purse
A hairband with lots of stone on it
A pink watch

My brother and I followed my aunt home because my mum was having dinner tonight.. but we ended up following her(mum) back to her house.. as in mum's house because the dinner ended early.

* My aunt bought me a bag but I'm not so sure whether I should take it or not. I'm afraid my mum doesn't allow me to use it cause it's kinda adult-ish. What should I do??

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!!

Anyway, I love that bag A LOT!

Oh well, life here is SO much better than in Penang.

22/ 11/ 09 (Sunday)

2009-11-24T16:49:00.002+08:00

Day 2 in KL:-

Early morning, after having breakfast, we sent my elder brother to Pudu Bus Station.
He is going back to Penang today.
Had western food for breakfast.
Next, we went back to my mum's office in Times Square.
There was lots of appointment.
Therefore, my mum couldn't bring me out.
I stayed in her office for the whole freaking day.
Wanted to watch a movie but the queue was EXTREMELY long because it's a SUNDAY!!
So, ended up sitting and rotting in my mum's office.
That's all for today.. nothing much.

21/11/09 (Saturday)

2009-11-22T15:36:00.002+08:00

Day 1 in KL :-

Took bus to KL with both of my brothers.
Reached destination around 1 o'clock in the afternoon.
Mum fetched us to Midvalley Megamall.
Had lunch in Canton-I.
Was extremely full.
Went shopping for 6 hours! *I'm so proud of myself.. LOL*
Bought a long sleeve shirt from MNG.
Bought a surfing pants.
Bought lots of junk food *Yes... I know...it's fattening*
Next, went to Times Square.
Picked up Aunty Stephanie.
Headed for dinner.
Had seafood for dinner!

I failed.
I promised myself that I won't think about that jerk and yet I couldn't get him out of my mind.
On the way to the bus terminal, I passed through THE VIEW and I thought of S.
On the way to the Penang Bridge, the bus passed through THE VIEW and I thought of S again.
In the bus, I was listening to songs and some songs reminded me of S.

I wonder when I could leave everything behind...
And start moving on again..

Shall Read This!!!

2009-11-18T19:22:00.002+08:00

Time To Kill!

2009-11-16T19:49:00.012+08:00

Look at these!! Stare at these!! I bet you will die!!
Die of tastyness, prettyness and deliciousness!!

BARBARIANS!!

2009-11-16T18:58:00.002+08:00

I HATE THEM!!!
I HATE THEM!!!
ARGHHH.....
I HATE THEM!!!

I freaking hate them lor!!
Pathetic barbarians!!!
Who do they think they are,huh????
Prank me!!!!
Try doing that again!!!
I will make sure I murder u,people alive!!!
I'm serious,kay!!!
TRY ME!

Varsity Fanclub - Future Love Lyrics

2009-11-12T19:08:00.004+08:00

Mmmmmm, Yeah, Oh-Oh

FIRST VERSE
A couple of years
And I'm gonna know your name
It's like I waited for ya forever
And I know this might sound insane
But it wont be long
'Til we're gonna take this up
I'm talking about our future love

You're so far away
Maybe you're right next door
Got me picturing your face again
Something worth waiting for
I put all the others behind me
They don't live up
I know what I want
What I need to the T

CHORUS
Baby if they asked me
I would say I don't even know ur name
And if they asked me
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
Cuz there's something about the way you'll love me
There's just something about the way you'll know me
That I cant explain enough
There's just something about our
future love (3x)
There's just something about our
future love (3x)

2ND VERSE
Walking hand in hand
Going for a second date
I can picture what you're wearing
And a kiss I can almost taste
The thought of all the ways we'll meet for the very first time
I can see the place, feel the love..
First sight

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Oh no
The minute u pull up next to me
We standing there like destiny
When it feels like you're fighting
just to breathe that's when u know
The minute I pull up next to you
Suddenly I don't know what to do
Everything inside you says that I'm the one

CHORUS

W.H.Y.??

2009-11-05T17:47:00.003+08:00

WHY?
WHY?
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?

Is it because it's FUN?
Well, it may be to you but certainly not for me, alright!

I don't get it!
Why do you have to ruin every single smile of mine??
Why do you have to kill my nerves??
Why do you have to tell me things I don't wanna hear??
Why do you have to remind me of the past??
Why do you have to appear out of nowhere in my mind??

Do you think it's FUN??
Are you enjoying it,honey??
I wish you are!

Lifeless

2009-11-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

Morning,
I dragged my feet out of my bed.
I wasn't willing to wake up.
Not because I don't wanna go to school but i just don't wanna wake up.
I'm sick! Sick to the extend that my brain isn't functioning.
I couldn't tell if I did sleep last night.
I'm tired and I no longer have a single strength in me.
I couldn't face today and I don't wanna face it.

Anyhow, I did manage to go to school.
I was left with a body without a soul.
I refused to talk to anyone because I'm just too speechless.
I couldn't even tell what I want nevermind telling others what's on my mind.

So, this is how I isolated myself from my friends,today.
I know is not the right thing to do but I really, really, don't feel like talking to anyone at the moment.

Special thanks to,
Alyson - for all the comforting words, the hugs, the time and the "whack"!
Vivian- for being there for me and the hugs!
Shu Yao- for the advise and hugs!
Theresa- for listening and the advise!

What Should I do?

2009-11-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

I have tried many ways to make myself feel better.
People around me, tried their best to cheer me up.

I know you people care.
I know you people love me.

I'm sorry.
It's not working.

I could no longer fix myself.
I have ran out of ideas.

I don't know what am I gonna do next.
I really don't know.

Yes, indeed.
I have fell and I managed to get up.
Well, not this time.

*
It is just too hard for me to stand up again.

T.R.U.T.H.

2009-11-02T20:54:00.003+08:00

I wonder where are my feelings.
Are they gone?
Or
Am I too numb to feel it?

*

T.R.U.T.H.
Something everyone wish to know.
Something everyone believe.
Something I personally am dying to know.

*

I regret.
I regret feeling so enthusiatic when I first received the mail.
I regret hoping for something.
I regret opening my mail box.
I regret reading the mail.

*

It is all too late now.
There is no way I could turn the clock back.
There is no way I could lie to myself.
There is no way I could pretend as if it didn't happen at all.

*

But the point is...

WHAT AM I GONNA DO?

I am lost.

So, these are my results.

2009-10-31T23:11:00.007+08:00

Do I Know How To Flirt?

Charming With Caution

Your Motto: I'll let him know that I like him, but I won't throw myself at him.

Your Smoothest Move: Those slick did-she-mean-to-do-that touches that leave a guy intested but wondering whether you reeaally like him.
Your Recurring Nightmare: Being nice is, well... nice. But have you ever noticed that some guys misinterpret your just-plain-friendliness for flirtation? Make sure that you aren't sendind mixed signals to guys you aren't looking for love with. For example, keep the playful touching to a minimum and throw around the word friend a lot in your conversations. But when you do dig the boy, work the magic!

What Kind Of Guys Do I Deserve?

A Caring & Sensitive Guy.

You need a guy who, will listen to you at night, and understand your fears and your dreams. Who can you speak on the phone to for hours. And even if you talk about girly stuff to him, he won't care because your his princess he's not that... borvered aslong as he canhear your voice. You need a guy who will take you out and show you off to the world, because all that matters to him is that, he has you. Hopefully you find this guy because he is your REAL love if you haven't found him yet! Good luck (: x

*I wonder if i could ever find "HIM".

S-T-O-P It, will you??

2009-10-31T17:58:00.002+08:00

When are you gonna stop all these??
When are you gonna stop hurting everyone??
You blame it on us when things go wrong!

You blame HIM!
You blame HER!
You blame ME!

But the funniest part is, you NEVER blame yourself!
Take a break and think back, will you??
No one wanted this to happen! It just DID!

*

You think you are always right and we are always the wrong ones!
This is because, you always JUDGE a book with its cover!
Not only that, you control us for goodness's sake!

You control...

the way we live our lives
who we should and shouldn't mix with
where we should and shouldn't go

Why?? Why are you being SO bossy??
You might born with a silver spoon in your mouth!
You might be pampered since the day you were born!
But that doesn't mean you have the right to tell us what to do!
We ALL have a L-I-F-E here, alright!
We are NOT born to please or follow whatever that you said!
We have the right to make our OWN decision, OWN choice and OWN way in life!
Because we are the ONE living it and NOT you!

*

So, please!
Please!!
Stop whatever that you are doing right now
OR
you are planning to do!
I'm begging you to STOP, alright?
*NO! Not because I am afraid of you!
I just could no longer bear with the fact that the oh-so-brilliant you are hurting innocent people around me!

*

ONCE AGAIN!
STOP HURTING MY LOVE ONES!
I would appreciate that A LOT!

Updates!

2009-10-28T17:10:00.004+08:00

CHACE CRAWFORD

ED WESTWICK

Some random news about my "boy-crazyness"! So, I'm currently into BOTH of them!!! Aren't they HOT?? (Oh, yes!!)

I was raped, today!

2009-10-26T16:23:00.003+08:00

I repeat myself, I was raped today!
In fact, I was raped by around 30 people!
Isn't this awful?
My teacher witnessed the incident BUT she didn't stop them!!!
I bet this is "awful-er"!

*

Okay, I guess I shall stop scary-ing you people.

Let me tell you what EXACTLY happened today.
My class was having PE lessons today.
So, we were asked to go to the field.
Some brilliant human suggested that we shall play rugby! * (I wonder who!)
And we ended up playing "rough-by"!

*

As you all know, rugby is an EXTREMELY dangerous and rough game.
I expected myself to some how get hurt during the game.
I knew that my classmates will eventually turn wild!
Little did I know that their wildness was beyond my imagination!

*

Usually, we will either pull each others' clothes, scratch each other or hurt each other, by accident, of course!
This time, it was so much worst than the previous time.

*

I was holding the ball and as you all know, I'm kinda small in size.
Apparently I was squashed by more than 5 humans???
So, can you imagine the situation???
Anyway, this isn't the pathetic part yet!
Some "miss brilliant" who tried to snatch my ball placed her hand in the crowd.
And.. by accident, she misplaced her hand into my clothes!!
So, in a way, I was molested!

This is ONE of the "good memories" my classmates gave me!
So, till the day I leave the school, I shall NOT forget about this incident!

Daddy's little girl became a b*tch

2009-10-22T16:16:00.005+08:00

I lived in Fond, one of the busiest city in France. I have been living with my dad ever since my parents divorced when I was six. One day, in the midst of tears, I went up to my dad to tell him that I want to stop schooling. I want to leave the town and to live with my mum. Shocked, he started questioning me. I told him that I hated all my friends in school. They sabotaged me in school, many times. He assured me that all these are just phases that a teenager goes through in life. Since then, everday after coming back from school, I sat at a corner, curling myself up and cry.
Finally, my dad could no longer take it. I was his only daughter. Having to look at me crying myself to bed every night, causes him much agony, like knives stabbing into his heart. One night, he came up to me, finally allowing me to move in with my mum. The next day, he drove me all the way to Princehill, the place where my mum resides. Before he left, he assured me that he will visit me a week later. My mum even took a week's leave to keep me company throughout the first week.
A week later, my dad came, this time he actually wanted to take me home. I refused, insisting to just stay with my mum. After an hour long of discussions they finally obliged. I knew that all they wanted was just for me to be happy. Anyhow, they want me to continue my studies in a private school namely, Princehill High School. At first, I was so afraid to mix around haunted by my previous experiences until the day when I met Zac.
Zac is a popular guy in my school. He is the captain of the football team, the president of the BETA Club and also the chairman of the student's council. He was the first friend I met since I stepped into the school. He is nice, cheeky and good looking. He showed me around the school, introducing me to a few of his friends. Little did I know, girls in this school were crazy of him. They had done lots of crazy stuff in order to get his attention.
When the bell rang, I made my way to the class which I was assigned to. Surprisingly, I was placed in the same class as Zac. We were both delighted when we saw each other, The girl standing in front of me wanted to sit next to Zac but he told her that the place was reserved for his friend. At that moment, I was pretty upset and I decided to walk past the girl. Before I managed to leave his place, he grabbed my hand to stop me. I turned around to face him and he offered me the place.
As I was sitting next to him, I felt as if all the eyes were on me but I ignored their presence. When lessons were on, I found it hard to concentrate as we were busy talking. During the break, I joined Zac and his friends at the cafeteria. After school, my mum came to pick me up. When I went into the car, there was no need for my mum to ask whether am I having a good time in school. Through my facial expression, she knows that I was overjoyed.
A month later, Zac and I got closer. The chemistry between us grew stronger day by day. As time passed, we started dating. At that moment, I felt as if I was the luckiest girl on earth. Everday, he would come over to my house to meet me and we will walk to the school together. After school, we will either hang out at his house, my house or the mall.
One day, after school, Zac told me he was bored and I suggested on doing something interesting. Without much thought, he invited me over to his place for a movie. As usual, I agreed since all I wanted was to just spend time with him, alone. We laid on his bed while enjoying the movie, Out of sudden, he kissed me. I was so shocked until I forgot to breathe and eventually I pulled away. We stared at each other for a moment and started kissing again. As you know, kissing leads to stripping which leads to sex.
That was the first time I was doing it with him and we actually enjoyed it. Of course, that was definately not the last time were having sex. In fact, it became a habit and we did it everday without fail, right after school.
One fine day, when my period stopped, I began to freak out. I told him about it and he avoided me ever since then. Down and helpless, I confronted my mum. She got so angry and took me to the doctor, right away. After the test's result came out, I wasn't pregnant at all. It was only a common delay of menstruation due to the hormones in my body. I was thankful and so was my mum.
A week later, Zac came back to me. He begged for my forgiveness but of course, I rejected him. Him being rejected became a hot topic in my school. Everyone, finally looking highly on me. From a daddy's little girl, I transformed into a B-I-T-C-H! Who am I? It's a secret I will never tell and you will never know! :)

Written by: Racheal
Edited by: Alyson

My weekends

2009-10-19T17:17:00.005+08:00

SATURDAY:-

Woke up at 7 plus!! *I know it's early.. I must be crazy!!
Went to Pulau Tikus's market with Aunty and Emma for breakfast.
My aunt did some shopping there cause the fridge was practically empty.
Came home (Aunt's house) after that.
Had lunch at home.. Uncle Tim roasted a chicken and some potatoes. *yum yum
After lunch, Emma and I hide in a room and I read her a book.
We laughed so much till we can't stop at all. *The book is damn funny!!
Around 3 o'clock, we went to Gurney to watch a movie.
We watched the "meatball" movie *3-D version.
When the movie ended we meet up with my aunt and uncle.
We headed for dinner in a restaurant along Gurney Drive.
Went home after that.
After tugging Emma in for sleep, I was supposed to sneak out to watch tv.
Well.. I guess I was TOO tired and eventually, I slept.

SUNDAY:-

My aunt and uncle dropped me to tuition today around 9 plus.
Tuition was as usual.. B-O-R-I-N-G!
After tuition, my brother and my grandparents came to pick me up.
We went to my grandpa's shop to do some stuff.
After that, we headed to YMCA for lunch.
Aunty Carol and her husband treated us for lunch in a restaurant called 747 Restaurant.
Headed home after lunch.
At home.. there we lots of unpacking to do.
I found a bunch of gifts on my box. *All from my mum and Aunty Stephanie..

CAN YOU BELIEVE?

My mum bought me a pencil box from Bali and it says
" I LOVE BALI"
Aunty Stephanie got me 6 watches.. all different colours!!
There are white, blue, purple, black, pink and red!
She even got me a teddy bear and it is SO freaking adorable.

Friday - A day to remember! ;)

2009-10-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

Went out with Lai Zhu on Friday.
We had lots of fun spending time together.
The funny part was.. we bumped into a lot of common people namely school's friends.
She came over to my house around 9 am while I was enjoying my last episode of Gossip Girl.
*As usual, we screamed for the double C!
When the movie ended we went online while waiting for my aunt to fetch us to Gurney.
We reached Gurney around 1o plus... and had breakfast in Secret Recipe.
*The cheese cake was delicious!
After breakfast, we went to get tickets for the movie we wanna watch. (Where Got Ghost)
Next, we went shopping and we bought some stuff.
* We bought practically the same stuff
When it was about time, we walked all the way to GURNEY TOWER (for goodness's sake) just to dine in Sub-Way.
I was grumbling, ranting, whinning all the way to Gurney Tower. (sorry lai zhu.. you gotta bare with it!!!)
I told her it was VERY far and she had to argue with me that it was VERY near!! (See.. who was right??)
After grabbing the food, we rushed back to Gurney cause our movie was about to start.
By the time we reached, the movie had already started.
*throughout the movie, we screamed, we laughed and we hide... sum it all up.. we were practically the noisiest in the cinema

At first, the movie.. or shall I say the 'ghost' was scary.. so we kinda regret watching it.
The next ghost was funny.. we laughed NON stop...till we almost wet our pants
The third ghost was sweet.. and the last story was so touching.

Overall the movie was indeed NOT BAD!

We went back to my aunt's house to continue our next plan.
Went swimming with my cousin, Emma and her friend, Emily.
Had lots of fun!!
My aunt treated us with her homemade CHEESE CAKE!

*IT WAS OH-SO-DELICIOUS!*
( Right, Lai Zhu?)

We continued to swim after enjoying the o-so-perfect cheese cake!
Lai Zhu kept asking Emma.. "Wat's the time?".. and Emma got so frustrated answering her. (laugh out loud)
Not that I blamed Lai Zhu for that, cause I understand that she had a curfew to follow.
She had to be home by 5 something... well...lucky her.. her driver was late.. so, she gets to stay a little longer.
Lai Zhu went home around 6 plus.

-xoxo-
Hearts her.

Day 1 without her.

2009-10-13T16:11:00.003+08:00

She's gone.
She's NOT dead.
She's just away.

*

But I'm missing her already.
Too bad she's no longer here.
How badly do I wish I could turn the time back to where we spent time together.

*

No matter what.
No matter how far she goes.
She's still my best friend.
Always is. Always will.

*
And here, I would like her to know that,
No matter how far she is from my eyes but she will always remain close to my heart.

Hey, People!

2009-09-27T16:13:00.002+08:00

Hey..
It has been awhile since I last blogged about myself.
Apparently, nothing much is goin on in my life.
It's REALLY "kinda" dull EXCEPT for the fact that I went out two days in a row.
Nope.. I'm not going out with my frens.. but with my aunt.
I KNOW i'm suppose to be studying.
He-llo! I did! It just that.. I need some rest!
My brain is full of BIOLOGY!!!
Ya know.. B-I-O-L-O-G-Y!!!
It's gonna explode soon.. i meant my brain... if I continued to study. (i'm serious,kay!)
Anyway, my aunt bought me the whole Season 1 of Gossip Girl!!! *scream out loud*
It might be lame to some of you (especially those who has watched it) but still it's a SURPRISE to me! (Well.. love her lots!)
Now since I have the series, it's so distracting..
Half of me is screaming inside wanting to watch that movie.. and the other asking me to study!!!
Gosh... I wanna watch and yet I wanna study!!!
I can't choose between the two of them....
Actually I could, I just wanted to do BOTH of them at the same time.. and I knew I can't!!
Anyway.. that's all for now..

-XOXO-

Updates

2009-09-17T20:12:00.003+08:00

Hey people..
Sorry for not updating my blog.
I have been kinda busy recently.
Anyway.. I'm just gonna crap some stuff about myself to let you people know what's going on with me.
I have not been going out neither hanging out with my friends.
I have been doing homework and revising every night. (Kuai, right??)
Btw, exam is JUST around the corner.
I have just received my exam's timetable today and I feel like throwing it into the bin.
Nothing much going on at the moment.
I have lot of PLANS after exam (muahahahaha).. so kinda looking forward to it!! :)
Currently.. I'm obssess with a few songs.
They are :- Move Along by All American Rejects
No Surprise by Chris Daughtry
Hoedown Throwdown by Miley Cyrus

My Vacation

2009-08-27T15:48:00.006+08:00

Sorry for the delay in updating my blog!

Day 1 :-
22nd of August (Saturday)
Took bus to KL. The bus was really comfortable and nice. ( No wonder it's called NICE)
Reached KL around 3. When out lunch with mum and Aunty Stephanie (mum's sis) in a restaurant called Restaurant Eighteen (I guess). After that, waited for my mum to settle her stuff before bringing us (me and my brothers) to somewhere else. Finally, we meet up with Aunty Yvonne and we went to Pavilion together.

Day 2:-
23rd of August (Sunday)
Went out of house around 11 plus. We had breakfast before we went to Mid Valley. We spent 6 hours there just to shop!!! Guess how much was our parking fare?? RM 13!!! (I know it's crazy!) After that, we went to The Curve to shop again! (As if we haven't had enough of shopping). Finally, (nope.. not going home yet) we went to the night market to walk walk and eat eat. Reached home around 10 plus.. (Gosh.. i can't feel my legs anymore!)

Day 3:-
24th of August (Monday)
Had breakfast in Old Town then dropped my elder brother to the bus terminal. (lol.. luckily we made it on time.. Phew) We went back to my mum's shop. I did leg waxing!! It was awesome!!! I love it!!! After that, we drove back to Ipoh (mum's hometown) because my uncle and his family just came back from Hong Kong. (Lol.. I haven't seen them for 7 to 8 years ady) When we reached, we went shopping from shop to shop. Bought some clothing and loads of biscuits!! I wonder who would spent 100 bucks just on biscuits?? After that, we went back to my grandparent's house and it was really "riuh rendah". My cousins were there and sadly I am the oldest there. Anyway, had good time catching up with Aunty Joan and get to enjoy REALLY good food! * Lol.. First time.. eating abalone.. it was delicious (hmm...yum yum)

Day 4:-
25th of August (Tuesday)
After breakfast, I stayed at home. (*Sobs) Till lunch time.. we went out to eat. After that, we went to buy biscuit. (yes, again) Lol.. we were so crazy and horrible. (mentally) Because we bought so many stuff in that shop and we needed a box ( a huge one) in order to bring all the goods home. Next, my mum and I went shopping again. This time we went to Jusco. (Lol.. Ipoh is kinda boring.. they only have two shopping complex!! How awful is that??) We went out for dinner. We ordered lots of food so practically 4 huge tables were loaded with food!

Day 5:-
26th of August (Wednesday)
Woke up a bit earlier today. (I'm going to Genting, today!!) Yay! Reached Genting around noon.
Waited for my uncle and his family to check in First World Hotel first before we continue with our plans! Lol.. We went to the outdoor theme park... It started to rain heavily and we didn't get to play much. With wasting our time, we went to the indoor theme park. Had lots of fun. Bumped into Joo Ling and her friend. After that, my family and I had dinner in a chinese restaurant and guess how much was our food?? RM 700 plus!! But the best part is, we did not pay a single cents for the food we ate!! WHY, you may ask. Because, it's all being deducted through the points collected in the Genting membership card. (So, cool, right???) Hahaha... I didn't joined Uncle Sam and his family to say in Genting. Aunty Stephanie drove me and my brother back to KL to meet up with my mum. It was a REALLY fun but tiring!!

Day 6:-
27th of August (Thurday)
Woke up kinda late. Had breakfast then went to Times Square. Stayed in mum's shop. Nothing much to do. So, I fixed the internet connection. Went online. Chatted with Kenneth then Shu Wern. It was really boring. It was about 3 o'clock plus, my mum took me to Mc.Donald, bought some food then we went back to her shop. After eating, I continue online-ing but suddenly my mum called me out. I was in her office, so I went out to see what's wrong. GOSH!!! I saw a dude!!! An extremely HOT dude.. lying on the bed HALF NAKED!! I was like.. I'm gonna melt soon!! My mum introduce me to her customer(that dude). He is my mum's regular customer. In the evening, Uncle Sam and his family came to Times Square after coming down from Genting to meet up with my mum. After settling down his one-and-only-one daughter,Gigi, Natalie (Gigi's cousin)and the maid in the theme park, he went to seek my mum in her shop. My brother joined "them" in the theme park where as I went shopping with my aunties and uncle.

Day 7:-
28th of August (Friday)
Morning was kinda rushy. Went to Aunty Stephanie's house to pick up Aunty Joan, Gigi, Natalie and the maid. We had breakfast before mum fetched all of us to Sunway Lagoon. We reached there at 2.30pm sharp. With wasting our time, we headed to the park as quickly as possible. My mum didn't join us. She went back to work. After buying the entrance tickets, we went in and my aunt bought me swimming suit. (Lol.. a pink one!!! Love it!) I do have a swimming suit but I left it at home so apparently I have none at the moment. We didn't know they shut EVERYTHING at 6pm sharp and therefore we didn't get to play at the dry area. (Sad,right?) After that, my aunt gave my mum a call and we found out that she didn't went back to Times Square instead she went shopping in Sunway Pyramid. We shopped for awhile then we headed for dinner. My brother and I slept in the car because we were extremely exhausted. My mum took us for a quick dinner (not joining the others) and drove us back home. That night, my brother and I stayed at home, watched tv (18 again) where as my mum went out to have a drink with Uncle Sam, Aunty Joan, Aunty Stephanie and etc.

Day 8:-
29th of August (Saturday)
Woke up 9 plus today. Kinda sad today because I'm leaving KL today. (Not good!!) Left mum's condo. kinda early today. Went to a restaurant for breakfast. After ordering my food, Aunty Stephanie called. She said that Uncle Sam (mum's brother) wanted to see us for the last time before he leaves later on today. I was the only one who had ordered my food so, I have to eat my breakfast as fast as I could because everyone is staring at me and we are suppose to go meet up with them. While having breakfast, they chatted and I overheard their conversation. My mum came home 5 am plus this morning!!! How amazing is that???? After breakfast, it's time to say goodbye to Uncle Sam, Aunty Joan, Gigi and Natalie. (Lol.. I'll miss them so much) My mum took me, my brother and her parent back to Times Square (she gotta work) where as Aunty Stephanie fetched my uncle and his family to KLIA. When I reached Times Square, I did my last minute shopping. Hunted gifts for my friends!! In the evening, we drove back to Ipoh. Reached there around 10.30 plus. Went out to eat, came back really late and went to bed straight away!

Day 9:-
30th of August (Sunday)
Mum woke up early and she drove back to KL because she needs to work today. She has to rush back to KL before 11 am because her customer had an appointment with her. (So, sadly, I miss her dearly) As u all know, I don't get to see her that often. My brother and I woke up a little late. My grandpa took us for breakfast before fetching us to my uncle's house in Bukit Mertajam. Reached there in the afternoon. My uncle took us for lunch before driving us back to Penang. Finally, after travelling the whole day (almost), I reached Penang in the evening.
Came home, lots of unpacking to do and worse of all I have LOTS of homework to do.

Me. Myself.

2009-08-22T09:02:00.003+08:00

Well.. This week is certainly a horrible.... and yet a fantastic week.
Why do I say so???
My week started off really badly!!
I have loads of things to do..
For example :- 2 speeches to preapare ( prefect's speech and aural).
- packing for vacation
- loads of homework to deal with
- updating my blog because my beloved Shu Wern is running out of patient for Part 3!

But when this week almost come to an end, good things started to happen! :)
Like:- I'm getting my I-Phone
- Promoted from secretary to the head of SDC!!
- I'm leaving to KL (today)

Anyhow.. i would like to take this opportunity to thank a few people.
- Kenneth for the prefect's speech.
- Shu Wern, Adelyn and Theresa for the aural presentation.
- Myself for the job well done in packing! (hah! perasan)

At the same time, i would also like to apologise to a few people.
Sorry..
- Vivian and Lai Zhu for ppk-ing you people
- Lai Zhu for unable to attend Mr. Heng's tuition ( Get me the notes, ya!)
- Shu Wern because I no longer need to write report ( She knows what i'm talking about)

But No Worries!! I'll get you people some stuff!! I promise, kay!!!

Love you people Lots!!!
I'll Miss You people Lots too!!

THE END.

R-E-V-E-N-G-E ! - Part 3

2009-08-21T20:52:00.003+08:00

In school - Lunch Break
If you wanna see who's in and who's not at Princeton High School, check out the cafeteria. The lowliest sit in the Lowest Circle, as in hell, either near the entrance, where they get jostled by everyone coming in, or in the back near the vending machines. The uber cool have a space for themselves which is in the centre of the cafeteria. Cleo and Reis were walking towards the table while caring their trays.

Ava: Hey, darlings! How are you doing? *Hugs*
Cleo: I'm fine, honey! OMG! Is this the new Chanel bag you got from London?
Ava: Yes, and it's limited edition!!! There's only 5 on this earth!!
Reis: Lucky you,dear!
Ava: Oh ya, I'm having a pool party for couples this weekend. Remember to come to my place at 5 sharp!
Cleo: No problem.. See ya there! * And she walk off

Reis: Great! How on earth am I gonna get a date in like 2 days???
Cleo: I don't know... I'm worried too, okay.. She has to do this to me!!!! Argh!!
Reis: C'mon, Cleo!! It isn't that hard for you to find a date!! There are so many guys out there... practically waiting for you to choose them ?!?
Cleo: Right.. "those guys".. Are you out of your mind??? How can I attend Ava's party bring "them" along?? Everyone will laugh at me and i'm gonna make a fool of myself!! I rather die!!
Reis: You don't have time to pick!! Re-consider my idea, honey.
Cleo: Right.... i'm so NOT bringing "THEM".. It's insulting!!!
Reis: Haiz.. Well.. all the best searching for Mr. Perfect!!

Out of sudden, Blair popped out from their back!
Blair: Hey, girls..
Cleo: Hey.. What do you want, Blair?
Blair: Nothing...
Cleo: Then, go away!!!
Blair: No! I need to talk to you. * grabing her arm to stop her*
Cleo: Let go! Do not touch me!!! FINE!! 5 minutes!!
Reis: I'll see you in class,then!

Cleo: What do you want, Blair?
Blair: I just wanna know do you still have feeling towards me?
She almost ask him to go die. How could he asked such a lame and ridiculous question? From the message she sent to him, isn't it clear enough that she doesn't like him?
Cleo: Is that all you wanna know?
Blair: Yea..
Cleo: Well.. yes I do! Happy?
Blair: Are you serious? I mean you still like me.. Wow! That's surprising! Of course, I am happy,honey!
Cleo: Since you are happy.. Can I leave now?
Blair: Yea, sure... Go ahead! I'll wait for you at the carpark after school, alright?
Cleo went off without answering him.
Blair: I will take that as a yes!

In the class-
Reis: Gosh, you are almost late!
Cleo: Like I don't know. Thanks to Blair!!
Reis: So, what did he say to you?
Cleo: He asked me whether I still have feeling towards him or not?
Reis: so, what did you say?
Cleo: No, of course! Do you think I am crazy??
Reis: So, what about the party?
Cleo: I think I'm not going.. I'll tell them that we are away from town...
Reis: Sure.. Oh ya, I'm not going home with you today.. I'm sorry.. Are you alright being alone?
Cleo: Ya think?
Reis: You are the best,honey!! Love ya lots!!

Do you think Cleo will attend the party?
If so,who will be her date?

Sneak Peak:-
Cleo is going to get rid of her best friend in order to attend the party.
Something bad will happen at the party.

R-E-V-E-N-G-E ! - Special

2009-08-21T17:16:00.004+08:00

Mia is Blair's best friend. They are extremely close to each other. They have a lot in common from hobbies to songs to clothing to whatever it is,but sadly,they never thought of being together. Why? God knows! So, since she was his best friend, he showed her the message Cleo sent to him.

Mia: OMG! Is she nuts or something?
Blair: I don't know.. What should I do now?
Mia: Do you still have to ask? She's dumping you! Ignore her,duh??
Blair: NO! She's not. She will not do this to me...i guess.
Mia: See!! Even you doubt her!! C'mon, isn't this clear enough!!!!
Blair: But she kissed me, Mia!!
Mia: I can't really explain to you why she kissed you out of sudden because only god knows what is going on in her mind!
Blair: Gosh.. I'm confused.
Mia: I still can't believe she treated you this way! She's such a b*tch!
Blair: Hey.. don't say that! She isn't that bad,kay... When we were together, she used to treat me very well...
Mia: Yea, right Blair.. She "used" to.. it's a past tense,dear!?!
Blair: But I love her, you see...
Mia: For god's sake.. Can you just stop dreaming!! I'll be thankful if you stopped doing that!! You aren't blind, Blair! I'm sure you can see that she doesn't like you anymore!!
Blair: How sure are you??
Mia: He-llo.. Through the message she sent to you??
Blair: You can't really judge from there right?? Who knows if there is a reason behind it?
Mia: I really don't get you... She's such a b*tch and yet you still fall for her..
Blair: Haven't you heard of a saying called 'Love is Blind' ?
Mia: *giving him the look*
Blair: What...?
Mia: To be honest, do you realised that she is actually playing with your feelings?? You are nothing...but just a toy to her. I don't mean to hurt your feelings but I just can't stand the way you tolerate her.
Blair: Enough,Mia! I know you care for me but this is just too much.
Mia: Okay.. i'm sorry.. No matter what, I'll still be there for you.
Blair: Thanks.

So TRUE!!

2009-08-21T16:44:00.002+08:00

Date: 19th of August 2009
This conversation took place in my classroom ( 4 science 1) involving 3 people ( Pn. Wei, Lai Zhu and I) in conjunction with the launching of Merdeka Day.

Lai Zhu: Pn. Wei... Why didn't you wear cheongsam just now?
Pn. Wei: Me? I cannot wear cheongsam one lar.. Too fat ady..
Lai Zhu: Don't worry, teacher.. Go for slimming courses.. I saw on the newspaper that day... the New York something or Bizzy Body.. got promotion.. RM 299 / RM399 (n0t so sure) for first trial!
Pui Yee: Lai Zhu ar.. You think one time can ady meh?? You have to take courses one, kay... Each courses around 10 times... by the time you add up the money...
Pn. Wei: Ya lor.. Few thousand ady...
Lai Zhu: *speechless
Pn. Wei: Ai yo.. don't have to go for all these one lar.. waste money only..
Lai Zhu: But teacher... you will become thinner wor..
Pn. Wei: You go nia.. is always the same.. Cause they will give you pills to eat and ask you not to eat at home.
Pui Yee: hmm.. ya lor...
Lai Zhu: *She stared at us*
Pn. Wei: See lar... Malaysian pay money to NOT TO EAT where as people in Africa don't even get to eat..

We both started laughing like crazy because of the last sentence!!

R-E-V-E-N-G-E ! - Part 2

2009-08-14T15:50:00.006+08:00

They walked away from the group using a different direction.

Berry: So, where are we going? Movies?
Blair: Berry, we gotta talk. (kinda serious)
Berry: Rea...lly... (still playing a fool)
She placed her hands behind his neck and pulled herself close to him.
Blair: I'm serious, Berry. I have something to tell you.
Berry: Go on.. I'm listening.. ( she wasn't actually listening to him)
Blair: Ermm.. you know..
Berry : Hey (out of sudden ).. why are there glitters on you lips?
Blair: They are??..erm..nothing.. ( he started wiping them off)
Berry: Wait.... (trying to stop him)..
Straight away, she kissed him without thinking because she knew something is not right.
Berry: and.. it tastes like.. strawberry.. Blair, what is going on? ( she's freaking out this time)
Blair: Okay.. listen, Berry. I can't explain to you what is going on now. I just think that we shouldn't continue our relationship... I'm sorry..
Berry: Why? What are you talking about? I thought we were doing fine? Please tell me that you are kidding. Please, Blair?
Blair: I'm sorry. I know I have disapoint you.. but.. I've gotta go..
Berry: Please, don't! Why? Why are doing this to me? You know, I can't take any of these.
Blair: You'll be fine. I promised.

He walked away and went back to join the group.
Pierre: Where's Berry?
Blair: Owh.. she's kinda sick so I sent her home just now.
Reis: Is she alright? ( Giving the look towards Cleo)
Blair: Yea.. I suppose.

Cleo kept quiet while listening to their conversation. Suddenly, she received a message.

Hey.. just so you know.. we just broke-up. So, wanna be together again?

Blair.

Aww.. Really? :) WHATEVER!

Cleo.

So, what happened next??
Should Blair be mad at Cleo or should he continue to go after her?
Do you think Cleo will ever accept him again?
Will they ever be together??

R-E-V-E-N-G-E !

2009-08-08T21:27:00.006+08:00

Blair WAS Cleo's boyfriend. They broke-up a month ago and recently, Blair has been dating, Berry, Cleo's close friend. Cleo was MAD at him. Is not that she still likes him, BUT she just didn't like the idea of him going after someone else, especially when that "someone else" is her close friend. Not only that, he told her (recently) that he still likes her and... there he is, dating someone else! Cleo was 'kinda' sad. So, she told ,her best friend,Reis, about it. Reis felt sorry for Cleo and both of them came up with a "plan". A plan, to pay revenge!

The next day, Cleo and Reis went out with their friends. They wasn't surprised when they saw both Blair and Berry as they were expected to be there and not to mention, they were apart of the 'group'.

(Whispering)
Reis : Hey..today will be the best day to work out our plan.
Cleo: Are you sure?
Reis: He-llo? Like.. YES!
Cleo: *inhale *exhale. Fine!
Reis: So, lets get moving!

They started their off with their so-called-plans!
Reis : Hey, Berry! Shall we visit that store over there?? They are having sale!!
Berry: Really? (Excited) Sure, lets go!
Reis gave an eye signal to Cleo. Cleo waited patiently for the exact moment to come! When it was time, she walked up to Blair from behind and pull him aside. ( without anyone noticing)

They came to an area where no one else could be seen. She pushed him against the wall and stared into his eyes. Blair was too shocked to even say a word. Then, she kissed him. After a moment, she pull away.
Cleo: Sorry... I didn't mean to.. Sorry.. I gotta go.. keep this to yourself....

Cleo went back to join her friends.
Berry: Hey, Cleo! Have you seen Blair??
Cleo: Sorry.. nope! * Smile
Cleo gave a signal to Reis telling her that she had done her part!
Berry: Pierre,have you seen... Hey, Blair!! * walking towards him* Where have you been?
Blair: Er.. washroom,honey.. (He stared at Cleo while smiling to Berry)
Berry: C'mon... lets go to the store over there!! *dragging him*
Blair: *stopped her and he talks to the group* Hey, ermm.. do you people mind excusing us? We'll join us guys later!
Berry was so happy because Blair 'requested' for some private time with her.

So, fellow readers..

What do you think will happen next?
Do you think Blair will tell Berry about what had happened ?
If he does, what do you think Berry would do?

OR

Do you think he will act as if nothing had happened and stay happily with Berry?

* To be continue...
REMEMBER TO GIVE SOME COMMENTS ABOUT THIS POST!!

Let's Make It Happen!

2009-08-03T16:06:00.007+08:00

Date: 2nd of August 2009 (sunday)
Venue: Botanical Garden

One word to describe this occasion.. FUN!
Woke up at 5.30am *yawn
Edwina came to pick me up at around 6.45am and we reached Botanical garden before 7am.
First, we registered at the counter and we got our name tags!
From there, I found out that i'm the "program coordinator".
But I have no idea.. what I was supposed to do.. (Briefing was given. Hah!)

So, what happened?

I was assigned to join Sacred Heart's station - Watermelon
Had fun working with both of them (Vern Mei and Chern Yi)
We were not provided with a knife!! (I wonder how are we gonna cut the melons)
We needed extra people to come and help out. So, Freddie was sent to our station.
A bunch of officers came and I asked them for a knife. Luckily, one of them had one! (Phew! But sad to say it was a mini one!!)
Had "fun" cutting melons!! ( I don't wanna see them anymore!! Not at the moment!)
I suck at cutting melons!! Since Freddie was the only guy there.. so he offered to help. (Very nice of him,huh?)
The same bunch of officers came again... and I kena bully dengan teruk sekali!

- One of them teased me while I was cutting the melons. (Lol..I'm innocent one,kay..) - Another officer reminded me about the gathering.. (Sweat!)
- Worst of all, they semua ada udang di sebalik batu one kay.. Curi makan my melons!!

Mun Yee and Vincent came to check on us and to make sure things were running smoothly! ( we were doing fine but we still need extra hands)
A guy was then sent to help us.. but he went away out of sudden.. and never came back
Kenneth and friends came to visit. In my opinion, Kenneth came to kacau only..haha.. (Luckily, he DID help out, or else I'll definately shoo him away..muahahahaha..
Freddie and I spotted this "dog fight" and we were so into it.. maybe because we rarely or never seen one before.
Kenneth saw and he planned to throw the melon's skin at the dogs! ( Evil,right?)
Well... I got a chance to bully Saras!! (Hah!)
When it was time to clean up.. oh god...

- we had to pick up the watermelons (dropped by ppl) on the grass. (Eww..gross!!)
- we had to carry everything back to the base! (The table was REALLY heavy!)

Kena teased by Dexter about "him". (Ri..ght....)
I get to eat Mc.Donalds thanks to Saras. (Because it was mainly for participants only)
Spotted some people "pak toh-ing" (Hahaha..)

Summary of my job:-
CUT CUT CUT
TALK TALK TALK
AND
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH

So, I guess.. that's all about it lar..
Oh ya, I bought myself an ice-cream!!
By the way, thank you Denise for fetching me home!

16 things you don't know about ME!

2009-07-31T16:43:00.004+08:00

@ - represent unknown letters

1) I do imagine and hallucinate aLOT
(You don't bel@eve? Ask Shu Wern)

2) I have an imaginary friend named Edward
(Really ONE!!)

3) I do and I love ta@king to myself.
(Need prove? Ask Lai Zhu)

4) I'm crazy when it comes to guys.. so practically i was called "boy crazy" by my friends in
school. ( So, guys, WATCH OUT!)

5) Indeed, I'm very STUBBORN because I belive in myself t@o MUCH!
(If you don't understand what I'm trying to say here, feel free to ask me. I'll explain it to you.)

6) I love singing but I can't sing.
(Sad, right?)

7) I hate my life when I was in primary school.
(Don't ask, why?)

8) My friends in school describe me as 'tiny' or 'petite' because they think that I'm way too small (in size) to be called 'small'.
(I ha@e my eyes on you, people!)

9) I have 4 dears in school and they are Shu Wern, Lai Zhu, Vivian and last but not least Mei
Jun! They are the ones who would slap me hard to wake me up from my dreams and hug me
when I need them the most!
(Trust me! They are the craziest humans I have ever seen in my life!)

10) I'm the boss to my two beloved employees.
( 'They' are the ones who would kill my nerves at times and made me laugh till I cry)

11) I think that David B@ckham is extremely a hottie even until this very second.
( You might say.. "He-llo, he's old enough to even be your dad!!")

12) I do play dressing up on myself , at times, when I'm extremely BORED!
( I can't imagine how messy my closet will be after 'playing'.)

13) My best diary on this earth - M@ heart!

14) I do fight or shall I say, argue with Lai Zhu almost everyday, practically on everything and
yet we are still so close to each other. I do wonder 'why' and 'h@w'.
( I guess.. this is how we communicate with one another.)

15) I do talk A LOT and most of the time, I wasn't really talking but crapping. Once I opened
my mouth, I, myself do wonder when I could shut it!
( Probably, one day, Shu Wern wo@ld kick me out of her car and refuse to bring me home because i'm REALLY annoying and she can't stand it anymore.)

16) @ @@@@ @@@
* Figure out yourself, what's number sixteen. All you have to do is collect the lettters while scrolling down. They are all in order.

Penang Hill

2009-07-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

Woke up 6.45am to get ready
Reached Penang Hill (bottom) around 7.45am
The tram I took was supposed to arrive at 8.45am
But luckily, it arrived early.. 8.30am
So, by the time I reached the top.. it was already 9am..
Had picnic up there with my family.
The air there... ahhh.. the scenery there.. ohhh..
The reason I'm going because it was a Family Day and to de-stress a bit after exams and also to have a calm mind to figure things out.
What things?
People whom are extremely close to me should know lar..
Haha.. Lol...
I wanted to visit the Canopy Walk but it was closed down.
The journey to visit that bridge was awful... Very tiring,kay..
Gotta walk so far in... 2 KM!!!
But.. While walking...
I did thought about lots of stuff...
And finally... things which are upside down seem to be straight-up ady, I think!
Whatever it's... It doesn't really matters anymore...
FORGIVE? We shall see...
* Did took some pictures but it's not with me.. I'm not sure when I could upload them..

Best Day Of My Life!

2009-07-25T17:57:00.003+08:00

"Best Day Of My Life"

Woke up around a half past ten
Can’t believe that I’m late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same

It goes to show
You never know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life

Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,
But from now on
I’m gonna be a different man

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life

I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life [x2]

Just Go!

2009-07-25T17:51:00.002+08:00

"Just Go"- Jesse mccartney

I trusted you
Yeah that would be my first mistake
Yeah I...I've been lied to
Your eyes are ice cold blue
A mirror of the heart inside of you

You can't walk back in my life
You had your chance to be by my side
I don't have to hear you cry to know

[Chorus:]
Just go
I gave you my word and I promised to love you
Go, it's over
You had your chance
Just go
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you
To me you're already gone

I got a new love now
She's my new love now
And she loves me so
Takes me where you never took me
Although you tried too
Her eyes they read so true
So different from the way it was with you

I don't need you in my life
Forgot what it's like to be satisfied
I don't wanna hear you cry 'cause I know

[Chorus]

Takin' a look at these photographs
Fightin' my tears I try to relax
'Cause you came and you left and it all went by so fast

[Chorus X2]

I got a new love now
I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake

YOU, Idiot!!

2009-07-24T15:31:00.004+08:00

Yes, YOU!
You know, what!?!
I don't wanna care whatever that you are doing, A-N-Y-M-O-R-E!
You don't eat... You don't sleep... You don't study...
It has nothing to do with me and I don't give a DAMN!
You can just go blar,... alright?
Everytime when things are alright, you JUST have to come and ruin it all by giving me "surprises".
I have had enough!! Enough means enough!
I HAVE A LIFE HERE!
I'm tired of 'entertaining' you!
Do you know that...
People keep telling me about you... you this.. you that...
And I have to put this silly smile on my face and respond to them by saying "Oh, really?"
But deep down inside, I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs so badly asking them to.. SHUT UP!
"Why? Why must you people keep reminding me about YOU?"
I don't wanna hear anymore.. Arghhh.... Gimme a break, kay...
I'm NOT interested to know more and I don't freaking care!
I'm tired of knowing and caring about your feelings....
I'm sick! Of YOU!

Let me tell you, or shall I say, warn you..
DO NOT push me to the edge!
DO NOT make me explode!
I'm trying my very best to keep myself calm.. and to control my anger..
I don't know how long I could stand or how much I could take...
So, before I do something stupid , why don't you GET LOST and stay OUT of my life!

MY LIFE SUCKS ~~WITHOUT~~ YOU!

Engineers Speak

2009-07-18T19:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I went for this "Engineers Speak" at Equatorial Hotel.
This talk was held at the Matahari Ballroom...
From 8.00 am to 6.00 pm!
*Damn grand eh.. Smart Me! I brought my blazer and tie along..
This talk was about engineers lar.. of course...
Is not that i'm interested to be one, but definately didn't regret going..
Because of.. a few speakers that impressed me and also the FOOD! *It was marvelous!
To be honest, not everyone can speak..including me,myself...
During the talk, I do come across a few speakers who speak with monotonous tone that almost put me to sleep..
Overall, it was not bad lar..
And here are something things I would like to share with you people..

In the speech, given by our Chief Minister, YAB Tuan Lim Guan Eng, he share with us this line..
" Some see things as they are and asked WHY... But I dream things as they are and asked WHY NOT? " *Love it?

Credits should go to speakers like...
Y Bhg Dato' Wong Siew Hai... *He's really funny
YB Dato' Seri Ir. Hj. mohd. Nizar Bin Jamaluddin.. * Mr. Politician
last but not least..
Y Bhg Dato' Paduka Ir. Hj. Keizrul Abdullah * A malay who doesn't look like one
Why, you may asked..
Because, they are the one who managed to catch my attention during their speech!

That's all..

Pictures will be uploaded as soon as possible...!!

* Check out the crazy stuff we (Lai Zhu and I) did during the talk...

I love this song!

2009-07-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Public Speaking Speech.

2009-07-10T17:44:00.004+08:00

Don't ask me why am I posting this because... I was asked to do so by "someone"...
* You know who you are

L-O-V-E, love! What exactly is love? A very pleasent morning to the honourable judges, wise master of the ceremony, accurate time keepers, teachers and members of the floor. I stand here before you today to share my knowledge about love. To me, love is magical and it is a miracle. This is because, when two people get together, they tend to have this chemistry that can't even be explained by our scientist today!

Allow me to quote the Oxford Dictionary, Love is a strong feeling between two people of the opposite the sex, unquote. Love can also be defined as a sincere feeling towards each other in a relationship or a blessing given from God.

Love is complicated, indescribable and unconditional. Furthermore, there's no limit to it when it comes to love. Love could happen at any ages. Therefore, don't be shocked when a teenage girl comes running to you telling you that she's in love. When it comes to love, there's no right or wrong.

Other than that, love has a bigger meaning behind it. Love is also a power that easily influence us, humans. Why do I say so? Love makes the skip of a heart beat, the butterflies in your stomach , the special fluttering feeling in your heart that once you lay your eyes on him or her knowing that he or she is the ONE! Love brings along with it happiness and excitment but on the otherv hand, it also brings sadness, hatred and sometimes even tragic end, death!

There are many types of love. Just to name a few, puppy love, true love, soul mate and agape. What's puppy love? Puppy Love is when you are attracted to this particular person and he or she is also attracted to you but later on when you found out more about each other, reality might hit you hard telling you that, it was an innfactuation. True Love is eternal, pure and cannot be measured. Everyone has a soul. And usually, it comes in pairs. Apart of it is in you. And the other, you other half. Who's he? Who's the one? WHO? Your Soul Mate! He will be the one who makes you stand longer in front of the mirror, be in the bathroom for more that 2 hours and arguing with your parents to buy you more beautiful clothes. Regarding Agape, it's an unconditional love where you would forgive any mistakes made by the person you love.

Let's talk about how love developed. One of it could be due to destiny or lots of time spent with each other. For instance, after a period of time being together with that particular person, u could develop feelings for him or her. Childhood love is also one of the ways how love was developed. In a more ironic situation, there's a possibility that hatred will gradually turn into love too.

Sadly, look at what happened to the love at the 21st century. Let me give you a situation. Boy A played Girl A's feeling. He went after her, got her head over heels and finally, dumped her! WHY? He was bored. That's why. Girl A who realized the awful truth then began to develop a completely differrent feeling. Love? Nah.. Crush? Nah... This time is Hatred! The feeling of hate bore deep down her heart. Her love for this oh-so-perfect man has died and what's left? Hatred.

So, members of the floor, do think Boy a's love is actually love? I would say, this beautiful word has now been tainted countless of time by people. I Love You. It's no longer significant. People now say it for the sake of it. The self proclaimed love, in fact, is NOT love. Love, to me, brings a different meaning. It's the peace I get with that person. It's when I can truly unveil my mask and be who I am. So, that's all I would like to share about my perception of love. Before I step down, allow me to sum it up with a poem.

Love is beautiful,
Love is amazing,
Love is SO gorgeous,
That YOU will remember it forever.

Thank You. *Bow

Foot Drill Competition! ( Part 2)

2009-07-04T21:46:00.004+08:00

Schools who participated:-
Penang Free School (PFS) , Methodist Girls School (MGS), Saint Xavier Institution (SXI), a co-ed school (I don't their sch's name) and of course, Convent Light Street (CLS).
The marching competition started off with MGS, CLS, the co-ed sch, PFS and finally Saints...

Before the marching...
Kenneth came to pay us a visit.
I would say, he came just to disturb us instead of paying us a visit. (Right, Kenneth?)
After the marching...
To be honest, we were horrible!!
Do you know why??
We had only two practices which sums up to only less than 3 hours. ( How amazing that could be?)
So, people, what can you expect from us? (Answer: Ntg!)
By the way, we were very naive!
WHY? You may asked.
Because... everyone of us were hoping to win something when we knew that our marching SUCKS! (How ridiculous ??)
I'm sorry, members of Unit 2. I don't mean to be MEAN!
But don't you think that we are sort of.... *speechless*...

Anyway, here comes the "Fantastic Part"!
Finally, after waiting for an hour, the results are coming out!! * Scream Out Loud
Once again, we were asked to gather in the middle of nowhere and under the hot sun!!
The emcee, Herr Bert, annouced "2nd runner up goes to... Unit 2"
My gosh, you people must be kidding ,right??? How on earth did we managed to be in the third placing?? ( Can someone please whack me hard on my head?) * Ouch!
Saras was so stunned until she can't even move. Not until we asked her to do so. ( Blur, right?)
" 1st runner up goes to... Unit 25 (PFS) and the champion goes to... Unit 3 (MGS)...

From the bottom of my heart..
We do NOT deserve to be in the 3rd placing at all....
Saints did wayyyy.... better than us, I would say.
To be honest, only if we were allowed to practice more, this competition will definately be a tough one...
GOD knew, I knew and only Saras knew the reason why we didn't stay back to practice. (P. & C.)
The reason is so... *speechless*.... BUT I bet you will cry over it if you knew the reason...
(I did cry... and there's nothing to be proud of!)

Well, things which is a past, let it be a past...
I shall return to my "happy-go-lucky" life...
Oh ya.. let me share with you, people, something...
Okay, do you remember the part where Kenneth came to "so-called-visit" us? :)
No? Simple! Go read again!
He came to ask us about our marching and stuff lar..
We (Saras and I) told him that our marching, "NO Good!" * Shakes head
I supposed he was trying to cheer us up lar...and he told us this.
" You people can do it. We shall be 1st and you shall be 2nd!"
Notes: I'm not trying to say that he's here to show off ... to be perasan or to be sarcastic!
(NO! Not at all... )
We were like, "No lar.."
We laughed and he walked off...
Okay, people ,refer back to the results...
We were in the 3rd placing and they were in the 2nd placing.

How coincident that could be?

THE END.

Foot Drill Competition!

2009-07-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6.30am, today! *yawn
I didn't have my breakfast BUT I did drink a cup of Milo! *thumbs up
Reached Rejimen 509 around 7.45am.
At first, I thought I was the first one to reach there but... I was wrong! :(
There were 5 members from our school who reached there earlier than I do!
As I walked in through the main gate, I saw a group of guys at the other end.
I told myself, " PFS's guys".
I have no idea, why on earth did I assumed 'they' were from PFS..
It's just... I don't know.. My sixth sense told me so...
In fact, I was right! Hah!
Once I saw 'him', it's enough to prove that I was right!
Later on, more members arrived and here comes my beloved commander a.k.a. my sissy brother, Saras!
She started to check our uniforms and we practiced a little.
She said, " You guys were horrible! It's worse compared to our last practice!"
I do totally agreed with her!
To be honest, I had no idea why did I actually agreed to come to this competition when I knew we will embarrass ourselves ..
Finally I was told that, for those who participate in this marching, you will get a 'kawad' badge!
So, I guess, this "embarrassment".. is worth it!

We started off with Uniform Inspection!
Our school, Unit 2, was the first one to be inspected. *So dead!
Seriously, we were Damn STUBBORN!! *Laugh Out Loud
We refused to obey the orders given by those soldiers because...
We thought that they were just trying to play prank on us!
So, in order to show that we are very "discipline", we ignored their orders!
And this was what happened..
Soldier A complained to Soldier B : Mereka memang degil! Suruh angkat kaki tunjuk ni (socks) , tak mau tunjuk! Apa ni?
Thanks to us, who refused to obey, the soldier had to pull our pants up , one by one in order to check our socks! * Laugh Out Loud

To be continue....

2009-07-02T20:46:00.008+08:00

"Some Secrets Are Too Devasting To Be Told..."

I love this phrase!

I have no idea why I love this phrase but i just love it!!

School was.. O-K.... Not too good nor that bad.....
I have a Lot of homework to do...
And I don't know why I'm "here"!
Oh ya... I know why... Because.... I'm just too lazy to do my homework... *Lol*
"C'mon, people.. I work day and night.. I deserve a rest!"
Hahaha... That's all I'm gonna crap about today...

HEADLINE!
Check this link out!!
There, they have fabulous dresses and the prices are VERY reasonable!!!

www.nhlyn-dress.blogspot.com

Yay!

2009-07-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hah! Public Speaking's over!!! *Scream Out Loud*
No more nightmares!
In fact, I would tell myself this, " Racheal, you may now go to bed and sleep like a pig!"
Seriously, I was been asked to replace my friend on last friday!
She continued to beg me eventhough I had rejected her a few times.
Finally, I agreed to help her because I could foresee that if I were to ignore her this time, she'll be on her knees!!
I'M NOT a b*tch!! I don't want people to kneel in front of me, unnecessarily!
She passed me the script of her speech on Monday, itself.
In fact, I would say, she's just passing me back MY script because that script belongs to me. It was my Speech, though!
The competition will be on Wednesday. Which mean today!
I had so little time to prepare myself...
Luckily, it turned out fine...
Well, my impromptu speech was horrible!!!
No, it wasn't horrible... but it was terrible!!!
I went up there, not knowing exactly what to say.... Of course, i did crap but my crapping skills aren't as good as some people out there. Mainly, Saras!
After the competition, my friends told me I did a great job.
I told them, I SUCK!
In advance, they told me that, it is not only the content of my speech that counts but it's the courage and guts, in me to go up there and speak!
So, here, i would like to sincerely thanked everyone who had supported me through the competition!

Awakening - PART 2

2009-07-01T20:26:00.004+08:00

PART 2 -

"Morgan, I have something for you." He reached into his pocket and took out a clear, faceted crystal. "Quartz?" "Oh, Hunter', please I'm too worn out for guessing games." "Tell me what it is", he said softly. I gazed up at Hunter, baffled." What it tells me is beryl, but that can't be right. Beryl is either aquamarine or emarald, and this is - " "Morganite" he told me. "Your name stone, another form of beryl." "Morganite?" "It changes colour with the sunlight. A different times of day it will be white, lavender, pink, even pale blue. It's a powerful healing stone. And there's something else it could do." His hand closed around the stone. He looked at me, his green eyes were as fathomless as the sea. "If a blood witch holds it and sends energy into it, it will reveal what is deepest in his heart." Hunter opened hiss hand, in the very center of the crystal I saw MYSELF.

This is the book!

Awakening

2009-06-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

Today's post is the name of a book I have just finished reading...
After two weeks of lending the book from my school's library..
Finally, I get to finish reading it... (lucky,huh?)
I would say.. IT's nice..
The character I love the most in the book is Hunter Niall... (Y? I don't know)
But I'm ought to find out more about Cal Blair!
By the way, there's two parts in this book that I love the most.

Part 1-

Hunter drew a deep breath and brushed a tear from my cheek. "Look at us. Two kick-ass witches falling to pieces."
I reached for a tissue on the counter and ble my nose. "I must look like hell."
"No. You look like someone who has the courage to face even what breaks your heart, and I find you..... beautiful."
Then his mouth found mine we were kissing. At first the kiss was gentle, reassuring, but then something in me took over, and I pressed against him with an urgency and intensity that shook us both. It was as though there was something in Hunter I wanted with hunger I barely recognized-something in him I needed the way I needed air to breathe. And clearly he felt that way,too.

Part 2-
*To be continued...

Cross Country + Time with Dears!

2009-06-27T18:03:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 5.45 am today!!
I know.. pathetic , right?? And F.Y.I. it's a SATURDAY!!
Reached school around 7am..
The first thing I did when I were in school was.......
Pass Up English's Essay Book!
It's an order from Ms. Kanages.. :(
The race started at 8.30 sharp!
Gosh... Best exercise ever!!
I sweated like a pig!! Lol...
DOn't care lar as long as get to burn fat, good enough ady...
After the race, I was EXHAUSTED!
Thank god, at least I am in top 15! (Whee...)
When school dismissed, at 12pm, WE headed to Strait Kitchen..
A restaurant which is REALLY near to my school..
The place was really really nice ... (to me)
Food there also not bad... Prices are reasonable too, I would say!
Shall go again, agree dears??
I went along with Shu Wern, Vivian, Alyson, Adelyn, Ming Yen , Hwei Wern and Hui Min!
We had really great time ( didn't we? no?) there because I haven't been hanging out with my dears for quite sometime.. (miss them lots!)

Anyway, I'm looking forward to spend time with my dears again...

Saved My Blog From Going Into The Coffin!

2009-06-23T17:25:00.004+08:00

I'm posting this because I don't want my blog to die!!
So, here are some updates..
Sort of, lame lar.. ( last minute).. what to do??
If anyone were to hear this (below) .. I guess you'll ask me to...

Go bang my head on the wall...

OR
Go die....

What have I done, you are questioning..
I.... didn't.. finish my homework almost everyday...
I know, i know.. you might say... Cheh,what so big deal about it...
I slept at 12 midnight during weekdays...
I know it might seems nothing but... I have not finish yet!!

Do you know what i have been doing???
I couldn't take my hands of my book..
The book that I used to write my own story in it..

F.Y.I. : I do have wild imaginary!!
Therefore, when I started to write, I could NEVER stop myself..

SOS....
I'm in crisis!!!

B. or C.?

2009-06-18T17:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry, people!
I have been busy working on my stuff these days.
U know lar..
Homeworks... Studies.. and Stuffs...
My "Stuffs" here are...
a) Reading storybook
b) Continue writing my story..
c) Watching movies
Hah.. sorry lar, didn't update..
By the way, I went to school early to join Sam, Edwina, Ming Yen *scream.. Lol...and Denise for prayers.
It was weird but awesome..
I joined Sam during recess for "RECESS REVOLUTION"
I love this session!! * SCREAM out loud
The story was nice and i'm looking forward to heae more!
I'm kinda confuse now..
Am I.... or should I be a buddhist or christian????? *headache

I think I'll just stick back to what my family is believing in..
Which mean I'll be a buddhist!
Even if I would like to be a christian, i'll wait till I get older to decide again..
I guess is best for me to just follow than made my own decision..

To my Father in the Heaven...
I will still love you, like you have always love me!

RANDOM post about guys!

2009-06-12T22:14:00.003+08:00

GIRLS, Interested?
If you are interested, Follow Me!
Okay..as you know, today's post is gonna be about guys in that my friends and I have seen in Chung Ling High School..
So, this post is more or less a survey about guys...
Let's Start!

Mr. Red a.k.a Jackson - He's cute!
Agreed by: Racheal, Vivian, Alyson and Shu Wern

Mr. Yellow - He's hot/man!
Agreed by: Racheal, Vivian and Sam Jo Lene
Disagreed by: Alyson (blind)
On the fence: Shu Wern

Mr. Pink - He's hot!
Agreed by: Alyson and Farha
Disagreed by: Racheal and Vivian

Mr . Blazer - He's charming!
Agreed by: Alyson and Vivian
Disagreed by: Racheal

* Please do not feel offended if your name is posted above.
This survey is just for fun and not to critize your taste!!

By the way........
THE WINNER GOES TO......... TA-DA......... JACKSON!!!

I need to clearify THIS!

2009-06-10T21:01:00.003+08:00

People..people..
Stop questioning me, "What had happenned at the Caterpillar Station? "!
Nothing had happened between me and Jackson.
Do you know, the way you people asked me is as if I did something unappropriate! Lol
Okay, let me tell ya, what exactly had happenned!
Yes, he did piggy back me, alright?
It was really nice and sweet of him!
But...., I repeat myself.. BUT
We are just friends!
Nothing more than that!
He did so because the girl who's suppose to piggy back me can't do it!
I'M NOT FAT but it's freaking hard, kay! ( for a girl)
Just imagine yourself caring a human while moving with only one leg???? ( So, get me now?)
He's just try to help but offering his help to piggy back me!

To be honest, I do had a minor crush on him. MINOR one only!!!
Because.. he's extremely CUTE!, nice, sweet, friendly and etc.. (long list)

CONCLUSION?
Yes, I do like him!
But.. Fall for him??.. I don't think so!
But... if i'm given the chance, I will... Too bad.. I wasn't given one.. :(
* STOP HALLUCINATING, RACHEAL!!!!
You had enough and Enough means Enough!!

So, that's all about it!
CLEAR, People??? THINK positively!
* Your cooperation will be appreciated!

Prefect's Day! (continue)

2009-06-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Okay, where did I stop?
Ahh...yes.. Treasure Hunt Session.
Before the game starts, we are required to selected a leader for each group.
After that, each group is given a 'facilitator' to guide us throughout the games.
The stations were really fun.
First, we went to the Hula Station, incharge by Ming Yen!
From there, we earned 5o bucks.
Next, we went to the Sponge Bob Station, incharge by Phoay Ning! ( Hurt myself, here!)
We did pretty well and earned a clue!
Our next station was the Caterpillar Station!
This station was the best among all the stations. ( To me, lar..)
Finally, we had earned 350 bucks and we stopped earning money because the total amount needed to buy all the clues were only 290 bucks.
Therefore, we started looking for ' clueman'.
We managed to buy 3 clues out of 4! ( good Job, huh?)
Before we get to complete buying those clues, one of the groups had found the treasure!
That means it's the end of the game.
Now, we'll proceed to the next programme which is the Performance Time! ( Fun, wei!)
Each schools are required to perform and my school did singing!
Sau Cheng and Ming Yen made us proud! ( Agree, people?)
After that, it's the Closing Ceremony.
Prizes were given to the wining participants as well as teams. (Congrats, people!)
Finally,it's time to go home. ( I'm really sad!)
I miss a lot of stuff from there, from the games to the people. (Ahem!) Haha
By the way, I did had a lot of fun there and yet get to meet new friends!

*To all my friends who's in the same group with me,
They are..
Saras, Tracy, Renee, Andrea, Katherine, Chun Ying (leader), Joyce, Ying, Chor Phey, Abel, King, Ox, Jackson.. and there's still two more girls who I can't remember their names.. Sorry...
By the way, I do miss you people and love to see you again!

Apologize!

2009-06-09T20:35:00.004+08:00

SORRY, People!

MY PICTURES CAN'T BE UPLOAD, I DON'T KNOW WHY?

Prefect's Day!

2009-06-08T21:38:00.003+08:00

I went to Chung Ling High School today.
Reached there around 7 am and when home at 7 pm.
When I came home, I was extremely exhausted!
I can't feel my body and my nerves anymore!
During the treasure hunt, I hurt myself...and I didn't know...
Not untill when the treasure hunt ended and we are required to gathered in the school hall to rest.
So, while resting, suddenly, I felt that my knee hurts alot and when I pulled up my pants, I saw.. the epidermis layer of my skin, came off!!
Gosh, it hurts like shit, kay...

Regarding this Prefect's Day,
everything was o-kay...
except for the fact that, we had our breakfast and lunch really late!
the opening ceremony was really formal!

After the Opening Ceremony, we went back to our own classes to change and then we gathered again in the school hall.
We had a quick game and then we went back to our own classes again for lunch!
After lunch... we gathered again in the school hall.
We are then divided into groups according to the picture on our nametags!
Mine was a picture of a dog... and therefore I was in the same group with Saras!

To be continue...

5th of June ( Last Friday) till 7th of June (Last Sunday)

2009-06-08T21:01:00.006+08:00

I went to Cameron Highlands for 3 days 2 nights.
My family rented an apartment and we stayed there.
The apartment was quite big and spacious.
It could fit in 3 families!
The air there was really really nice and cooling.
When I came down...from the hill..
God... the weather's freaking hot!!!
How badly I wish Penang has that kind of weather too!!!
By the way, I lost my voice that day itself and I can't speak for the whole day!
Lol.... torturing wei...
The worst thing's, I can't have barbeque when everyone's having it!!! (Friday Night)
I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!!

I went Starbucks for two nights straight! Hah!
* Don't worry, I've got pictures here.

On Sunday, after checking out from the apartment, we started to drive down the hill.
On the way down, we did make a few stop to visit some places like...
Kea Farm, Cactus Point, Boh Tea's Farm and etc...

The whole journey was really tiring but 'FUN'!

I-PHONE!!!

2009-06-04T00:39:00.003+08:00

Arhh......... Dah Deee...
WHY?
Why did you show me that you own an I-Phone??
LOL... I want also!!!
I don't care!
You are getting me one!!!

Muahaha.. I think I'm getting one,people!!!
OMgosh, dad, I can't wait for you to come back from Dubai!!!
Because, I want my I-Phone! ( desperate)

Please, please, please..
Do remember that you have promised to get 'us' ( my brothers and I) each one, one.
I know, I know, under one condition..
Which is to study hard!
I PROMISE!!!

YOU ain't no God!

2009-06-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

I don't know why am I writing all these crap for?
Ahh.. it's MY blog...and i'm suppose to speak what's on my mind, here.

LOVE HIM OR HATE HIM?

I decide but NEVER you(him)!
So, shut up and walk off!

Do you know that, you have left me hanging like that?
Do you know that, you have hurted me deep down inside?
Do you know that, what you have done is killing me inside?
Do you know that, how long does it takes for me to heal?
Do you know that, I had a scar on my heart thanks to you?
Do you know that, I still miss you?
Do you know that, I still cry for you every now and then?
Do you know that, I hate you ?
Do you know that, I never wanna see you again in my life?
Do you know that, I was left with a body without a soul when you left?

Have you ever thought of any of these questions above?
HAVE YOU?
I suppose, NO!

I always questioned myself.
Why do I ever know him?
Why do I ever meet him?
Why do I ever talk to him?
And..
Why do I ever fall for him?
(I don't know why and......... i'll never know why... fate, i guess?)

Seriously, untill now...
Each and every bit of our memories... still hunt me down, day and night..
I wondered when all this would come to an end???
Because.. I don't think I could stand it anymore...

YOU CREATED OUR LOVE STORY!
YOU DESTROYED OUR LOVE STORY!
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???
GOD???
*Puh-lease, if you ever be one, the ice will freeze when the weather's hot and will melt when the weather's cold!

How Do I Feel About "Him" ???

2009-06-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been loved by someone special before?
Have you ever been dumped by someone special before?
The answer (keep it to yourself)

To be honest, I have tried both before.
What was it like?
And how do I feel about it?
Well... I would say....
One feels like Heaven ( love) and another one feels like Hell ( dump)

WHY, is he treating me this way????
I do love him! I really do.
And he had once love him too.
All the memories we had are now fading away...( sort of)
They were pretty sweet but unfortunately short. (as in, really short)
I hate him! And hell, he's a J-E-R-K!!
You might question me, " Since he's a jerk, why do you still love him?"
Well.. I don't know why too... (So, don't ask me!).. I wish I knew the answer too..
But.. all I could tell you is, "love" is something that can't be describe using words but only feelings could tell. ( Get what I mean?)
So, i guess, indirectly, I have answered your question.

Do You Know???
When we're together, he wanted everything from me!
And now..
When we're no longer together, he wants me to forget about everything!

" WHAT THE HELL DO HE WANTS???"

Is my heart just a piece of paper to him?? Huh???
Where he could scribble whatever he wants on it and erase them when he no longer needs them.
Well, Excuse Me! If this is what u have on your mind, BACK OFF, idiot!
Let me tell ya..
Once you have written on my heart, it no longer could be erased!
So, DREAM ON, if you ever want me to forget about you and your freaking pathetic memories that you have left for me!

CONCLUSION?
Please do not write on my heart unnecessarily..
Or else.. one day... it will stop functioning due to all those crap you people have written on it!

P.S. Have pity on me..

I'm the BOSS!

2009-05-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and a few days before were definately working days for me!
I know.. i know.. it's holidays..
But.. too bad lar.. I have camp..
so, gotta prepare this and that...
I gotta work on so many things..all related to my coming up rc camp!
See, as usual, leaders are always the busiest
I'm The Boss...
So, as usual I'll start ordering people to help me do this and that..
HAHAHA..normal lar (to me)

Finally, got a few things done like..:-
a) my dress
b) name tags
c) posters
and etc...
others.. so so lar...
Maybe if I have the time, I'll update some photos...

By the way..
Credit goes to:-

Me (of course)
Grandma ( Thanks for the dress and clothes)
Brother ( the poster and logo)

Teacher's Day!

2009-05-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

Finally, it's over!!!
Cause it's over...
It's over this time..
-by Jesse Mccartney ( It's Over)
The moment that I have been waiting for since the moment I was assigned with the emcee's job!!
I was freaking screwed!!!
It's not that I'm nervous but I'm definately not prepared!
Why??? Because.. I have no time..
I think... I SUCK!
But.. the teacher thinks that I (as in we) had done a good job!
Well.. I personally think.. " Hell No!"
Let's not talk about it anymore..

By the way, the whole day celebration was indeed a great success! *claps
This was the best Teacher's Day ever in my life!!! ( so far)
Oh ya... guess who's the champion?
Was it the fiery red or mighty greens?

Ta-da...it's the "Fiery Red" *woooooooo...* (cheer)
Thank god I'm in red.. muahahaha...
I'm not actually in red.. I "was"...
Haha...

I'm Freaking Busy!!

2009-05-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

It have been a few days since my last post..
I'm really busy...
Not really studying-busy, busy but busy with stuff..
Like...
a) Coming up Teacher's Day (i'm the emcee)
b) RC Training Camp (i'm the leader)

I just feel like screaming my lungs out!
Now, the only thing I wish for is...
GOD.. could you please.. (i'm on my knees) please send someone to help me...
I'm just not prepared for this, that and everything (u name it, i've got it)

Gosh, I have a life here, kay!!

Regarding Teacher's Day..
Yes, I have the script with me..
But.. too bad.. it's not a complete one...
Not only that, it's still not confirm yet (teacher hasn't seen it yet)
Therefore, I don't get to memorise them...

People...people.... H-E-L-P!!!!

The Ups and Downs on Sunday!

2009-05-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

Ups..

* Met Cheryl there
* Met Shu Wern and Adelyn
* Get to shop shop a bit
* Saw my cousin's friends from Chung Hwa (they were sitting behind us)
* Have Mc Donald's as breakfast
* Bought some stuff ( nail polish remover and magazines)
* Ate Mc Flurry
* Met a few of my classmates there
* " That school's students " were not there (to chicken to join)
* Scored 150 points out of 200 points for the first round (quiz)
* One of the top a5 schools qualified for second round
* Got in for the second round of Challege
* Got a few movies from Shu Wern
* Enable to create something that I'll never do it again in my life (ahahaha..)
* Presence of Vivian made life easier, happier and cheerfull-ier
* Get to admire "PERASAN-ness" of Lai Zhu
* Get to grab some bread from Bread History

Downs..

* Gotta wake up earlier (really lazy)
* Wore uniform to Queensbay (retarded)
* No breakfast (As we have planned)
* Met Christopher there (pathetic)
* Saw someone I knew from RC (awkward)
* Didn't get in for final (dissapointed)
* Went home with only half soul left ( "amazing" )

FUN & SAD Sunday!

2009-05-25T16:48:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7.30am
Reached Queensbay at 8.15am ( thanks to "someone")
I didn't have any breakfast ( thanks to "someone" again)
I waited at the main entrance for my friends to arrive..
Finally, by 9.30am, everyone (Me, Jessalynn, Lai Zhu,Vivian, Hooi Ping except Claire) has arrived..
We were spilted into two different groups
Group 1: Vivian, Jess and Claire
Group 2: Me, Hooi Ping and Lai Zhu
Since everyone in our group, Group 2, has arrived, we went to register first...
Thanked God, the Challenge started off with Group 2 first...
Finally, Claire came at 10.20am and Group 1 get to finally register before the thing start, which is at 11am (for their group)....
By that time, our group has already started with the quiz
We were competing with other 57 schools who were present..
Guess what?? We got in for the first round of challenge!!!
We scored 150 points out of 200 points!!!
We are one of the top 15 schools which are qualified for the second round...
They as in those organizer, provide us with breakfast (Mc Donald's) and lunch (The Chicken Rice Shop)
Hmmmm.. yum.. yum...
To bad, Group 1 didn't get in for the second round...
Well, we, Group 2, didn't get in for final... ( sad, right?)
Lai zhu and I were kinda dissappointed..
Overall, it was indeed a good experience!

All The Way Around

2009-05-23T11:23:00.000+08:00

Okay...This song here is amazing...
The title of this song is..... All The Way Around..
By who?? By Ali Lohan... ( Lindsay lohan's sister)
She's really good...
This song is indeed amazing...
Don't forget to check it out, ya!!!

The lyric of the song:-

All The Way Around lyrics

Ooooh yeah
I should have known it was you all along
I didn't know what I had till it was gone
Now I'm fallin down, fallin down, fallin down

And the trouble with the truth that you face
Is that you're haunted by all your mistakes
And now I'm callin out, callin out
But you can't be found, can't be found

Those nights those days will not be replaced
When I throw them away

I had to go all the way around
I had to go all the way around
Just to figure out how to get back where I started from
I had to search higher and low
I had to search everywhere to know
That everything I wanted was what I had
(Had to go) all the way around just to get back where I started from

All the way around
All the way around
All the way around
Just to get back where I started from
Just to get back where I started from

Would you listen to a heart that has learned
Could you give another chance to this girl
I'm so sorry now, sorry now, sorry now

Can't believe that I might be too late
I see my future when I'm starin at your face
I'm not letting go cuz we belong
I was a fool baby
I was wrong

And these arms they ache
And this soul is in pain
Cuz I threw the best thing I ever had away

I had to go all the way around
I had to go all the way around
Just to figure out how to get back where I started from
I had to search higher and low
I had to search everywhere to know
That everything I wanted I was what I had
(Had to go) all the way around just to get back where I started from

All the way around
All the way around
All the way around
Just to get back where I started from
Just to get back where I started from x2

Ohh and these arms they ache
And this soul is in pain
Cuz I threw the best thing I ever had away

I had to go all the way around
I had to go all the way around
Just to figure out how to get back where I started from
I had to search higher and low
I had to search everywhere to know
That everything I wanted was what I had
(Had to go) all the way around just to get back where I started from

All the way around
All the way around
All the way around
Just to get back where I started from
Just to get back where I started from x2

Listen it here:-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pNBJ9Jhcdo&feature=related

O-M- Gosh!

2009-05-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

(Kris Allen)

There's two things that I'm extremely happy about!

First of all..
Mid-year exam is over!!!
Finally i'm free from two weeks of hell..

Secondly...
KRIS ALLEN won!!!
Ahhhh... he's this year's American Idol!!!
I love you, Kris..
You rock!!! I'll always support you!!!!

My Birthday Wishes!!!

2009-05-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

I want all of them!!!!!!!!!!
They are my favourite...

I told my mum that I wanted them...
I asked her to buy them for me.
Guess, how did she reply me?

"DREAM ON, dear..."

Sad, right???

Love.18

2009-05-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

Ohh....... This series, gotta watch!!!!
Why?
One reason......... The guy is really.... hot!!! Lol
I'm sure you people know who's the hot one there, right???

Remember!
Every Saturday on channel AEC (301)
From 6.00pm - 6.30pm and 6.30 pm - 7.00
* Two episode per week!

T.G.I. Friday!

2009-05-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

OMG! OMG! Arghhh.......My homeworks are staking up already...
Why????? Why are there so many things to do..
Got this lar... that lar.... Damn It!!!

I haven't start studying yet.......
Exams are around the corner and I don't noe, what on earth am I doing every day...
Guess what I 've been doing??
Oooooooo let me tell ya..
This girl here(me) has been enjoying herself by sleeping, eating, online-ing, reading her storybook and last but not least, day dreaming....

Gosh!!! Help ME!!!!!!!!!!

Be Happy!

2009-04-29T17:48:00.000+08:00

School was fine.. Indeed, I was happy...

WHY? Here are some of the reasons....
Because :-
a) Don't have to pass up folio.
b) Only one subject to study in school today.
c) Had fun during C.F. meeting.
d) Finally finish reading P.S. I love u.
e) Get to chat with Vivian (actually we're crapping)
f) I'm in a good mood.

By The Way... You don't need reasons to be happy..
Live your life the way you want it to be....
And.... BE H-A-P-P-Y!!

RACHEAL SPY

Pictures do speak,don't they?

A day before the farewell! (29/7/2010)

What a week. *hectic*

Lucky me!

This Week!

Something To Blah!

RC camp!! Pictures,babes!!

B-O-R-I-N-G!

C-U-T-E!!!

I'm pissed,YO!

FOOD DAY!!

Adelyn's House

A Day With My Beloved(s)!

First Day Back To School!

CLS Gathering

I'm NOT a MUM!!!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

A letter to a best friend!

S-O-R-R-Y

U Make Me Wanna

Updates!

5/ 12/ 09 (Saturday)

4/ 12/ 09 (Friday)

3/ 12/ 09 (Thursday)

2/ 12/ 09 (Wednesday)

1/ 12/ 09 (Tuesday)

30/ 11/ 09 (Monday)

29/ 11/ 09 (Sunday)

28/ 11/ 09 (Saturday)

27/ 11/ 09 (Friday)

26/ 11/ 09 (Thursday)

25/ 11/ 09 (Wednesday)

24/ 11/ 09 (Tuesday)

23/ 11/ 09 (Monday)

22/ 11/ 09 (Sunday)

21/11/09 (Saturday)

Shall Read This!!!

Time To Kill!

BARBARIANS!!

Varsity Fanclub - Future Love Lyrics

W.H.Y.??

Lifeless

What Should I do?

T.R.U.T.H.

So, these are my results.

S-T-O-P It, will you??

Updates!

I was raped, today!

Daddy's little girl became a b*tch

My weekends

Friday - A day to remember! ;)

Day 1 without her.

Hey, People!

Updates

My Vacation

Me. Myself.

R-E-V-E-N-G-E ! - Part 3

R-E-V-E-N-G-E ! - Special

So TRUE!!

R-E-V-E-N-G-E ! - Part 2

R-E-V-E-N-G-E !

Let's Make It Happen!

16 things you don't know about ME!

Penang Hill

Best Day Of My Life!

Just Go!

YOU, Idiot!!

Engineers Speak

I love this song!

Public Speaking Speech.

Foot Drill Competition! ( Part 2)

Foot Drill Competition!

Yay!

Awakening - PART 2

Awakening

Cross Country + Time with Dears!

Saved My Blog From Going Into The Coffin!

B. or C.?

RANDOM post about guys!

What a week. hectic