16 things you don't know about ME!

@ - represent unknown letters

1) I do imagine and hallucinate aLOT
(You don't bel@eve? Ask Shu Wern)

2) I have an imaginary friend named Edward
(Really ONE!!)

3) I do and I love ta@king to myself.
(Need prove? Ask Lai Zhu)

4) I'm crazy when it comes to guys.. so practically i was called "boy crazy" by my friends in
school. ( So, guys, WATCH OUT!)

5) Indeed, I'm very STUBBORN because I belive in myself t@o MUCH!
(If you don't understand what I'm trying to say here, feel free to ask me. I'll explain it to you.)

6) I love singing but I can't sing.
(Sad, right?)

7) I hate my life when I was in primary school.
(Don't ask, why?)

8) My friends in school describe me as 'tiny' or 'petite' because they think that I'm way too small (in size) to be called 'small'.
(I ha@e my eyes on you, people!)

9) I have 4 dears in school and they are Shu Wern, Lai Zhu, Vivian and last but not least Mei
Jun! They are the ones who would slap me hard to wake me up from my dreams and hug me
when I need them the most!
(Trust me! They are the craziest humans I have ever seen in my life!)

10) I'm the boss to my two beloved employees.
( 'They' are the ones who would kill my nerves at times and made me laugh till I cry)

11) I think that David B@ckham is extremely a hottie even until this very second.
( You might say.. "He-llo, he's old enough to even be your dad!!")

12) I do play dressing up on myself , at times, when I'm extremely BORED!
( I can't imagine how messy my closet will be after 'playing'.)

13) My best diary on this earth - M@ heart!

14) I do fight or shall I say, argue with Lai Zhu almost everyday, practically on everything and
yet we are still so close to each other. I do wonder 'why' and 'h@w'.
( I guess.. this is how we communicate with one another.)

15) I do talk A LOT and most of the time, I wasn't really talking but crapping. Once I opened
my mouth, I, myself do wonder when I could shut it!
( Probably, one day, Shu Wern wo@ld kick me out of her car and refuse to bring me home because i'm REALLY annoying and she can't stand it anymore.)

16) @ @@@@ @@@
* Figure out yourself, what's number sixteen. All you have to do is collect the lettters while scrolling down. They are all in order.

Penang Hill

Woke up 6.45am to get ready
Reached Penang Hill (bottom) around 7.45am
The tram I took was supposed to arrive at 8.45am
But luckily, it arrived early.. 8.30am
So, by the time I reached the top.. it was already 9am..
Had picnic up there with my family.
The air there... ahhh.. the scenery there.. ohhh..
The reason I'm going because it was a Family Day and to de-stress a bit after exams and also to have a calm mind to figure things out.
What things?
People whom are extremely close to me should know lar..
Haha.. Lol...
I wanted to visit the Canopy Walk but it was closed down.
The journey to visit that bridge was awful... Very tiring,kay..
Gotta walk so far in... 2 KM!!!
But.. While walking...
I did thought about lots of stuff...
And finally... things which are upside down seem to be straight-up ady, I think!
Whatever it's... It doesn't really matters anymore...
FORGIVE? We shall see...
* Did took some pictures but it's not with me.. I'm not sure when I could upload them..

Best Day Of My Life!

"Best Day Of My Life"

Woke up around a half past ten
Can’t believe that I’m late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same

It goes to show
You never know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life

Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,
But from now on
I’m gonna be a different man

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life

I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life [x2]

Just Go!

"Just Go"- Jesse mccartney

I trusted you
Yeah that would be my first mistake
Yeah I...I've been lied to
Your eyes are ice cold blue
A mirror of the heart inside of you

You can't walk back in my life
You had your chance to be by my side
I don't have to hear you cry to know

[Chorus:]
Just go
I gave you my word and I promised to love you
Go, it's over
You had your chance
Just go
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you
To me you're already gone

I got a new love now
She's my new love now
And she loves me so
Takes me where you never took me
Although you tried too
Her eyes they read so true
So different from the way it was with you

I don't need you in my life
Forgot what it's like to be satisfied
I don't wanna hear you cry 'cause I know

[Chorus]

Takin' a look at these photographs
Fightin' my tears I try to relax
'Cause you came and you left and it all went by so fast

[Chorus X2]

I got a new love now
I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake

YOU, Idiot!!

Yes, YOU!
You know, what!?!
I don't wanna care whatever that you are doing, A-N-Y-M-O-R-E!
You don't eat... You don't sleep... You don't study...
It has nothing to do with me and I don't give a DAMN!
You can just go blar,... alright?
Everytime when things are alright, you JUST have to come and ruin it all by giving me "surprises".
I have had enough!! Enough means enough!
I HAVE A LIFE HERE!
I'm tired of 'entertaining' you!
Do you know that...
People keep telling me about you... you this.. you that...
And I have to put this silly smile on my face and respond to them by saying "Oh, really?"
But deep down inside, I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs so badly asking them to.. SHUT UP!
"Why? Why must you people keep reminding me about YOU?"
I don't wanna hear anymore.. Arghhh.... Gimme a break, kay...
I'm NOT interested to know more and I don't freaking care!
I'm tired of knowing and caring about your feelings....
I'm sick! Of YOU!

Let me tell you, or shall I say, warn you..
DO NOT push me to the edge!
DO NOT make me explode!
I'm trying my very best to keep myself calm.. and to control my anger..
I don't know how long I could stand or how much I could take...
So, before I do something stupid , why don't you GET LOST and stay OUT of my life!

MY LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT YOU!

Engineers Speak

Yesterday, I went for this "Engineers Speak" at Equatorial Hotel.
This talk was held at the Matahari Ballroom...
From 8.00 am to 6.00 pm!
*Damn grand eh.. Smart Me! I brought my blazer and tie along..
This talk was about engineers lar.. of course...
Is not that i'm interested to be one, but definately didn't regret going..
Because of.. a few speakers that impressed me and also the FOOD! *It was marvelous!
To be honest, not everyone can speak..including me,myself...
During the talk, I do come across a few speakers who speak with monotonous tone that almost put me to sleep..
Overall, it was not bad lar..
And here are something things I would like to share with you people..

In the speech, given by our Chief Minister, YAB Tuan Lim Guan Eng, he share with us this line..
" Some see things as they are and asked WHY... But I dream things as they are and asked WHY NOT? " *Love it?

Credits should go to speakers like...
Y Bhg Dato' Wong Siew Hai... *He's really funny
YB Dato' Seri Ir. Hj. mohd. Nizar Bin Jamaluddin.. * Mr. Politician
last but not least..
Y Bhg Dato' Paduka Ir. Hj. Keizrul Abdullah * A malay who doesn't look like one
Why, you may asked..
Because, they are the one who managed to catch my attention during their speech!

That's all..

Pictures will be uploaded as soon as possible...!!

* Check out the crazy stuff we (Lai Zhu and I) did during the talk...

I love this song!

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Public Speaking Speech.

Don't ask me why am I posting this because... I was asked to do so by "someone"...
* You know who you are

L-O-V-E, love! What exactly is love? A very pleasent morning to the honourable judges, wise master of the ceremony, accurate time keepers, teachers and members of the floor. I stand here before you today to share my knowledge about love. To me, love is magical and it is a miracle. This is because, when two people get together, they tend to have this chemistry that can't even be explained by our scientist today!

Allow me to quote the Oxford Dictionary, Love is a strong feeling between two people of the opposite the sex, unquote. Love can also be defined as a sincere feeling towards each other in a relationship or a blessing given from God.

Love is complicated, indescribable and unconditional. Furthermore, there's no limit to it when it comes to love. Love could happen at any ages. Therefore, don't be shocked when a teenage girl comes running to you telling you that she's in love. When it comes to love, there's no right or wrong.

Other than that, love has a bigger meaning behind it. Love is also a power that easily influence us, humans. Why do I say so? Love makes the skip of a heart beat, the butterflies in your stomach , the special fluttering feeling in your heart that once you lay your eyes on him or her knowing that he or she is the ONE! Love brings along with it happiness and excitment but on the otherv hand, it also brings sadness, hatred and sometimes even tragic end, death!

There are many types of love. Just to name a few, puppy love, true love, soul mate and agape. What's puppy love? Puppy Love is when you are attracted to this particular person and he or she is also attracted to you but later on when you found out more about each other, reality might hit you hard telling you that, it was an innfactuation. True Love is eternal, pure and cannot be measured. Everyone has a soul. And usually, it comes in pairs. Apart of it is in you. And the other, you other half. Who's he? Who's the one? WHO? Your Soul Mate! He will be the one who makes you stand longer in front of the mirror, be in the bathroom for more that 2 hours and arguing with your parents to buy you more beautiful clothes. Regarding Agape, it's an unconditional love where you would forgive any mistakes made by the person you love.

Let's talk about how love developed. One of it could be due to destiny or lots of time spent with each other. For instance, after a period of time being together with that particular person, u could develop feelings for him or her. Childhood love is also one of the ways how love was developed. In a more ironic situation, there's a possibility that hatred will gradually turn into love too.

Sadly, look at what happened to the love at the 21st century. Let me give you a situation. Boy A played Girl A's feeling. He went after her, got her head over heels and finally, dumped her! WHY? He was bored. That's why. Girl A who realized the awful truth then began to develop a completely differrent feeling. Love? Nah.. Crush? Nah... This time is Hatred! The feeling of hate bore deep down her heart. Her love for this oh-so-perfect man has died and what's left? Hatred.

So, members of the floor, do think Boy a's love is actually love? I would say, this beautiful word has now been tainted countless of time by people. I Love You. It's no longer significant. People now say it for the sake of it. The self proclaimed love, in fact, is NOT love. Love, to me, brings a different meaning. It's the peace I get with that person. It's when I can truly unveil my mask and be who I am. So, that's all I would like to share about my perception of love. Before I step down, allow me to sum it up with a poem.

Love is beautiful,
Love is amazing,
Love is SO gorgeous,
That YOU will remember it forever.

Thank You. *Bow

Foot Drill Competition! ( Part 2)

Schools who participated:-
Penang Free School (PFS) , Methodist Girls School (MGS), Saint Xavier Institution (SXI), a co-ed school (I don't their sch's name) and of course, Convent Light Street (CLS).
The marching competition started off with MGS, CLS, the co-ed sch, PFS and finally Saints...

Before the marching...
Kenneth came to pay us a visit.
I would say, he came just to disturb us instead of paying us a visit. (Right, Kenneth?)
After the marching...
To be honest, we were horrible!!
Do you know why??
We had only two practices which sums up to only less than 3 hours. ( How amazing that could be?)
So, people, what can you expect from us? (Answer: Ntg!)
By the way, we were very naive!
WHY? You may asked.
Because... everyone of us were hoping to win something when we knew that our marching SUCKS! (How ridiculous ??)
I'm sorry, members of Unit 2. I don't mean to be MEAN!
But don't you think that we are sort of.... *speechless*...

Anyway, here comes the "Fantastic Part"!
Finally, after waiting for an hour, the results are coming out!! * Scream Out Loud
Once again, we were asked to gather in the middle of nowhere and under the hot sun!!
The emcee, Herr Bert, annouced "2nd runner up goes to... Unit 2"
My gosh, you people must be kidding ,right??? How on earth did we managed to be in the third placing?? ( Can someone please whack me hard on my head?) * Ouch!
Saras was so stunned until she can't even move. Not until we asked her to do so. ( Blur, right?)
" 1st runner up goes to... Unit 25 (PFS) and the champion goes to... Unit 3 (MGS)...

From the bottom of my heart..
We do NOT deserve to be in the 3rd placing at all....
Saints did wayyyy.... better than us, I would say.
To be honest, only if we were allowed to practice more, this competition will definately be a tough one...
GOD knew, I knew and only Saras knew the reason why we didn't stay back to practice. (P. & C.)
The reason is so... *speechless*.... BUT I bet you will cry over it if you knew the reason...
(I did cry... and there's nothing to be proud of!)

Well, things which is a past, let it be a past...
I shall return to my "happy-go-lucky" life...
Oh ya.. let me share with you, people, something...
Okay, do you remember the part where Kenneth came to "so-called-visit" us? :)
No? Simple! Go read again!
He came to ask us about our marching and stuff lar..
We (Saras and I) told him that our marching, "NO Good!" * Shakes head
I supposed he was trying to cheer us up lar...and he told us this.
" You people can do it. We shall be 1st and you shall be 2nd!"
Notes: I'm not trying to say that he's here to show off ... to be perasan or to be sarcastic!
(NO! Not at all... )
We were like, "No lar.."
We laughed and he walked off...
Okay, people ,refer back to the results...
We were in the 3rd placing and they were in the 2nd placing.

How coincident that could be?

THE END.

Foot Drill Competition!

Woke up at 6.30am, today! *yawn
I didn't have my breakfast BUT I did drink a cup of Milo! *thumbs up
Reached Rejimen 509 around 7.45am.
At first, I thought I was the first one to reach there but... I was wrong! :(
There were 5 members from our school who reached there earlier than I do!
As I walked in through the main gate, I saw a group of guys at the other end.
I told myself, " PFS's guys".
I have no idea, why on earth did I assumed 'they' were from PFS..
It's just... I don't know.. My sixth sense told me so...
In fact, I was right! Hah!
Once I saw 'him', it's enough to prove that I was right!
Later on, more members arrived and here comes my beloved commander a.k.a. my sissy brother, Saras!
She started to check our uniforms and we practiced a little.
She said, " You guys were horrible! It's worse compared to our last practice!"
I do totally agreed with her!
To be honest, I had no idea why did I actually agreed to come to this competition when I knew we will embarrass ourselves ..
Finally I was told that, for those who participate in this marching, you will get a 'kawad' badge!
So, I guess, this "embarrassment".. is worth it!

We started off with Uniform Inspection!
Our school, Unit 2, was the first one to be inspected. *So dead!
Seriously, we were Damn STUBBORN!! *Laugh Out Loud
We refused to obey the orders given by those soldiers because...
We thought that they were just trying to play prank on us!
So, in order to show that we are very "discipline", we ignored their orders!
And this was what happened..
Soldier A complained to Soldier B : Mereka memang degil! Suruh angkat kaki tunjuk ni (socks) , tak mau tunjuk! Apa ni?
Thanks to us, who refused to obey, the soldier had to pull our pants up , one by one in order to check our socks! * Laugh Out Loud

To be continue....

"Some Secrets Are Too Devasting To Be Told..."

I love this phrase!

I have no idea why I love this phrase but i just love it!!

School was.. O-K.... Not too good nor that bad.....
I have a Lot of homework to do...
And I don't know why I'm "here"!
Oh ya... I know why... Because.... I'm just too lazy to do my homework... *Lol*
"C'mon, people.. I work day and night.. I deserve a rest!"
Hahaha... That's all I'm gonna crap about today...


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Hah! Public Speaking's over!!! *Scream Out Loud*
No more nightmares!
In fact, I would tell myself this, " Racheal, you may now go to bed and sleep like a pig!"
Seriously, I was been asked to replace my friend on last friday!
She continued to beg me eventhough I had rejected her a few times.
Finally, I agreed to help her because I could foresee that if I were to ignore her this time, she'll be on her knees!!
I'M NOT a b*tch!! I don't want people to kneel in front of me, unnecessarily!
She passed me the script of her speech on Monday, itself.
In fact, I would say, she's just passing me back MY script because that script belongs to me. It was my Speech, though!
The competition will be on Wednesday. Which mean today!
I had so little time to prepare myself...
Luckily, it turned out fine...
Well, my impromptu speech was horrible!!!
No, it wasn't horrible... but it was terrible!!!
I went up there, not knowing exactly what to say.... Of course, i did crap but my crapping skills aren't as good as some people out there. Mainly, Saras!
After the competition, my friends told me I did a great job.
I told them, I SUCK!
In advance, they told me that, it is not only the content of my speech that counts but it's the courage and guts, in me to go up there and speak!
So, here, i would like to sincerely thanked everyone who had supported me through the competition!

Awakening - PART 2

PART 2 -

"Morgan, I have something for you." He reached into his pocket and took out a clear, faceted crystal. "Quartz?" "Oh, Hunter', please I'm too worn out for guessing games." "Tell me what it is", he said softly. I gazed up at Hunter, baffled." What it tells me is beryl, but that can't be right. Beryl is either aquamarine or emarald, and this is - " "Morganite" he told me. "Your name stone, another form of beryl." "Morganite?" "It changes colour with the sunlight. A different times of day it will be white, lavender, pink, even pale blue. It's a powerful healing stone. And there's something else it could do." His hand closed around the stone. He looked at me, his green eyes were as fathomless as the sea. "If a blood witch holds it and sends energy into it, it will reveal what is deepest in his heart." Hunter opened hiss hand, in the very center of the crystal I saw MYSELF.

This is the book!