I did lotsa preparation! Nonetheless, I gotta thanked people like, Lai Zhu, Jessalynn and Wai Yan. ;D Without them. I would have died ages ago. *just kidding* Anyway, the credits shouldn't be given to me only BUT to the whole committee! I will be uploading some pictures about the preparation I did a day before the farewell. From the programme books to the registration lists to my clothes and etc! Hope you guys enjoy it! XOXO.
It has been awhile! How ya people doing??? Fine? I hope so!! :) Well, well, alot had happened for the past week. Last week, I found out that I got chosen for NS!!! *cry out loud
*News flew all over Penang, all the way to KL and finallyyy Dubai. WHAT? I was devastated kayyy! *laugh out loud*
NS, Every Parent's Nightmare!
Monday,my mum called. Out of sudden, she said that my uncle had heart attack. Wahhh.. I rushed all the way to the hospital to report the latest news to my mum (since she is not in Penang). *Phew. Thank God he's alright. Amen.
Tuesday, freaking out. I'm having test tomorrow and the oh-so-smart me, are yet to touch my book! Worse still, I had tuition on that day itself. Gahhh. Tiredddd like hell. Lol. *Sorry Xing Xi, I knew I sorta drove you crazyyy. I'm sowrieee. (Pity him. I, Ms Su, mentally tortured that poor dude.) :P * I rushed like nobody's business in order to revise for my HISTORY. Loads to cover,mann! Lil did I know that Chapter 7 is twee times of Chapter 6!! Well, I stayed up till 1.30am and woke up at 4.30am to do my Physics. *I'm glad I studied. You may think I'm a nerd or a lil kiasu. I'm just taking a step further, preparing myself for the worst.
Wednesday, mum came back to visit my uncle. She and her sister, Aunty Stephanie, dropped by to visit her (my mum) very precious kids! *lol. She took my lil bro. and I out. I murmured to myself, "I'm so dead. I'm having chemistry tomorrow and yet, I'm goin out.
Well, who cares! It's just a test! :P" We went out to Gurneyy, babehh! I'm loving it. *lalala Well, I shopped like no one's business. Went there empty handed, came back with full of shopping bags!! The feeling is just so AWESOMEEE! We left Gurney at around 8 plus and we drove all the way to Tambun for seafood! *yum yum oh-so-delicious :D After dinner, went to my uncle's house to fix my brother's phone. My elder bro, drove us back to Penang whereas my mum drove back to KL. *sobs I will miss her LOADS Guess what?? We reached home about 11 plus. I was so dang tireddd, went to bed without studying.
Thursday, woke up 6 plusss!! Gahhh! running late for school! Well, I managed to study for my chemistry before the test start. *Lucky me! I could feel that I'm running out of energy,babeh. Reached home, I could feel this "stupid fire" which kept burning inside. It was the eagerness to STUDY. Seriously, it felt SO WRONG. Yesss, indeed, I continue to study instead of taking a break! I was preparing really HARD for my biology!
Friday, last day of Test 2!*cheers* I stayed up till 2.30am. I can't sleep.
At last I managed to sleep but it was almost 3 or 3 plus in the morning.
Nonetheless, I woke up at 4.30 or 5. (I can't really remember) I didn't get to finish em' ,my bio last night. * pathetic So, yea I had to continue with my it.
Which means... I won't have time for my Add. Maths!!!*Dang it. I need a time machine!!* Bio was pretty hard,tho. If I didnt study, I dont think I couldd get thru it. :D
Last but not least, add maths!!!!
For the very first time, after goin thru all the other papers, I actually wanted to commit suicide!!! *Not literally. I love myself too much. Commiting suicide would be such a waste! Add Maths was HARDD! Well, whatever. It's OVER!
PS: I slept EXTREMELY early. 9 plus! hah.
Saturday.*wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee I felt so fresh,people! ;D Woke up, switched on my phone and it started buzzing. *I could always predict who* BUT, then again, I may be wrong. *I ain't no psychic! Hah! A stanger texted me. *You know who you are. I'm Not gonna go into details here. Save the best for the last!* :P At night, hang out with my bro and Jack.*Seriously wei,they are like freggin close BUT, (I stressed on the "BUT") they aren't gay lahhh! It's NOT a sarcasm!!! Well, I'm just jealous of the fact that their friendship did last after so longggg. :P PS: Jack, if you so happened to read this, dont breathe a word to my brother. :D
Sunday, I wonder what's new for today!
Gossip Girl, " Upper East Side Queens aren't born at the top. They climb their way up in heels, no matter who the have to tread on to do it." *You might think it's mean. Well, try looking at the other angle. I hope you see something in it! XOXO. Love. Peace. Yo. <3
It was the begining of a new week. Yes. Sigh. Monday. Sien. Went to school as usual but with a lil extra "drama". As you ALL know, I hurt myself last Saturday. *pity pity So yea, no surprise that ppl questioned me about the two huge wounds on my knees! *Thanks,ppl. I know you guys care. Am really touched. It was the English Language Week, we had a public speaking competition in the school hall. So, there isn't any lesson going on.*wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee During recess, a random guy came in to our school to sell The Star newspaper at RM1.20. Each purchase came with a free copy of Galaxie Magazine. *cheap,huh?? I had my eyes on one of the "twilight cover" Galaxie. According to him, our principle said, that issues are only for teachers.*NO fair!! I flipped a couple of times and he knew I really want it. So, he sold me a copy and asked me to keep it properly! *hah! nice lehhh. :P That wasn't the best part YET! While I was standing at Porch 2, he literally stopped his car and passed me 3 copies of GAlaxie!!!! I went like, "thank uuuu. *speechless* *keep on smilling* Hahahahahaha. People usually say, black monday! Well, it was a lucky day for ME! :D
Wednesday:- It was a public holiday which means no school! *wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee BUT I had extra ttn class with (someone) Woke up at 8am, Shaun texted to remind me to do my devotion. I was like.. am preparing to go out lahh! Lol. So, I told him I will just memorize a line. John 15 verse 7: "If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you." I went out for dim sui with my aunt and grandparents. Gosh, I miss Emma so so much,mann! <3 I followed my aunt back to her house and I went swimming with Em. I only managed to do 4 freggin laps!!! WE had so much FUN!! BUT the horror began when I came back to my aunt hs to bath. I almost fainted looking at the "lines" formed on my body due to my swimming suit!! *I got tanner, scream out loud. ahahahahaha. :D I had my lunch in my aunt's hs. The rice is AMAZING plus plus the dried grilled curry fish!! *yum yum..oh-so-superb After that, I went for ttn. :(
Saturday:- I went to Youth Park at 1pm! It was fregging hot but I came prepared! hah!*smart eh?? :P The reason we were there was to try out all the games and to prepare ourselves for the Let's Make It Happen project! We did try out quite a number of games. Nonetheless, we did some changes. :D Highlights of the day:
I fell down again. I didnt really fell, fell. I was crawling on cement. (They made me do it) So, yea. The outmost layer of my skin came off. Gahhh!*My poor knees. It hurts. :(
I spotted Mr. Dimple!! His smile is AWESOMEE. Lol. There was this part where all the guys were required to take off their tee.*My jaw almost fell looking at his macho body! :x
Yong Xiang went to Youth Park BUT he didnt even come up to me ans say "Hi".*Mean,huh?? :P
Well, I will just have to pray REALLY hard hoping that my wounds will heal asap before my mum skin me alive.
Do You Know??
The first thing she asked when I told her I fell down was.."Harr.. ma got scar??" I told her it would be fine BUT it seems that the condition got worse than the day before!!! *am so dead
Laugh Out Loud. Ok.Ok. I know my RC camp is so yesterday but still come on, gimme some credits on take the effort to upload them.*Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee There are more to come if and only if my fren upload the rest of em'(You know who you are *glare hahaha. :D) I had fun with both my partners, Yee Yuan and Saras. We, ppl, were crazzzyyyy. Nonetheless, we enjoyed each and every bit of it!*didnt we?? no?? WE screamed. laughed. attacked one another. wet one another. toutured the juniors. "fought" with the juniors. did lotsa crazy stuff. last but not least, the best part, pushing one another down into the pool.* it may seems childish BUT it was awesome I will remember it forever. Never had the chance to do it again. *sob sob That's about it. It's 1 am plus noww. Am so freggin sleeppyyy! Nites,ppl ! :D <3
There's nothing much to say. AM BORED! Throughout the week, there were ppl who made me smile and who pissed me off. Anyways, tomorrow is the beginning for a NEW week... so, am looking forward to it!
Oh ya, Pui Yee-oh-Pui Yee, YOU should really learn how to walk properly,mann!
Laugh Out Loud. I'm so so so SORRY, Derrick! I stole your picture. Am just pretty desperate to show your cute lil brother to the WORLD!! He is so so so adorable!!
Well, well, we ALL lied. C'mon! Who doesn't??? If you were to tell me, "I swear I didn't lie before." I would said, "THINK again!" or "Hah. You are lying NOW!" Remember those time when your girlfriends asked you, how do they looked in their dresses and you told them they looked awesome eventho you knew those dresses don't suit them?? SEE! TOLD YA!! :P It just the matter of what lies are you telling. It may be a white lie or a 'pure' lie. A LIE remains a lie no matter which angle you see it. I wouldn't wanna ruin blog because of YOU. It's SO NOT worth it! Nonetheless, WHAT IS DONE, IS DONE!
You took a knife and stabbed into someone's heart. You tried so hard to fix it. Even if the heart were to heal, will it ever be the same old perfect heart again??? EXACTLY. That's my point! ;)
Ps: The best thing I have ever learnt from YOU, " Lie all the way you can as long as u aren't caught by anyone."
I'm warning you for the VERY last time! Stop telling me you are on a diet!! I shall whack you,mann!! :p hahaha. Well..well..TODAY was a mess! I screwed up ALL my meals! I didnt take my breakfast this morning but I ate during recess time! I ate a plate of chicken rice (one of my fav. dishes in sch) from the malay store. Well.. I know.. it'sCANTEEN FOOD, how would it taste good?? Apparently, my school's canteen doesn't really suck,kayy! *cheers* After school, I went for Mr. Boo's tuition. Xing Xi bought me lunch, which is a set of Mc Chicken! *oh-so-delicious Lai Zhu and I went to Caltex to get some junk food!! We bought a packet of Twisties, Rollar Coaster, Some chocolate oats, can drink and a mentos for 10 bucks!! *pretty cheap,huh?? ; ) BUT THAT isn't my point!! I ate like nobody's business,mann!! First..I ate the whole set of Mc Chicken which consists of a burger, a medium fries and a coke! Lai Zhu forced feed me the JUNK Food we bought! :p *I was just exaggerating!It's not her fault actually. Lol. XD. I was so FULL, I felt like I could vomit anytime. Lai Zhu went like, "See lahh, you are so full until wanna vomit! poor those in Africa who dont even get to EAT! This isn't the worst yet! Xing Xi went like, "Wah..Pui Yee. Eat so MUCH ar?? Not scared of FAT meh???" I was like,"Xing Xi!! I'm enjoying my food and yet you HAD to remind me of putting on weight!!" After that taking another mouth of junk food, I finally gave up!! I can't take it anymore!! My stomach is gonna burst! Passed two packets to Xing Xi. I went like,"Nah..give you. Make u FAT!" I know I'm EVIL. muahahahaha. I promised I won't take my dinner tonight!!! Guess wat??? I took my dinner!! Grrr!
That's ALL bout today! *It's more than enough to revealed about how I eat like a hungry monster* GREAT DAY! =D
It was Friday. I started praying really hard since morning. My prayer for the day-"God, pls.. I'm NOT wishing for anything much, I just wanna join Shu Wern in Adelyn's house tonight. Make my aunt approve that. Pls, God. I'm begging You! " For the whole day..even during tuition.. I couldn't concentrate. My heart and mind were busy thinking what kinda reason my aunt would come up to stop me from going! I was scared.
It sounded stupid but I was really sacred my permission will be rejected again. Well, well, as always...my prayer was heard by Him. My aunt who has been rejecting my permission to go out, agreed to let me go! I was SO SO SO happy!!:D I couldn't wait to share this news with someone!! So,texted Shaun right away and Shu Wern to inform her that I'm cominggg!!! *wheeeeeeeeeee I told Shaun, I love God and He is just so awesomeee!! Spent like 3 to 4 hours in Adelyn's house. Explored her wardrobe. I went like, "wow". *stunned (those who r close to her, u know the reason why..dont cha?? :p I saw Victor Low playing with his PSP once I stepped into Adelyn's house!! *gosh..he's so freggin CUTE!!! Fyi, he screams exactly like Adelyn!! XD Then, the next person I met was Derrick. (This young men here is really entao! ) *If I were 15, I will totally be crushing on him. :x Ahahahahaha. Dont freak out, Derrick, I'm 17! We talked, we laughed, we ate, we screamed, we did lotsa funny stuff... When Mei Jun came, the whole house almost collapsed! Mei Jun and Adelyn ran around the dining table chasing one another . *tsk. tsk. childish nia. WE ( Shu Wern, Derrick and I)..the civilised ones..sat there and watched the live show! Hahaha. Owh..there was this part where Adelyn wanted to blend some juice. Shu Wern went like, "Let's pray she doesn't force us to drink!" Adelyn heard her saying it and she started screaming from the kitchen " I shall make some for u ppl to drink." Shu Wern started to hurry me and Derrick to eat faster so that we could run upstairs to avoid Adelyn and "her-oh-so-delicious-fruit-juice'! *E-V-I-L. Muahahahaha After eating, I made them to start watching movies because gonna leave in an hour. D: We watched "Orphans". *Dang it!! Scary weii!!! When my brother came to fetch me about 10.45pm, I was DYING not to leave the house!! I hugged my darling( Shu Wern) for the very last time. I wont be seeing her till this year end! *sob sob Reached home almost 12am , i guess. WAS superr tireddd. Called Shaun Kuan to tell him something and I ended up listening to him complaning about some programme that couldn't work. Anyway, I didnt complain when he whined cause he listened to me whenever I rant. So, yea..be fair LAHH! He whines, saya listen! :D
To my dear darling,
Ms. Koe,
love ya lots,like I always do,
I will miss ya loads!! <3
I'm just so H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!! :D I finally get to spent some time with Ms. Koe a.ka. my madam a.k.a my sister!!!(Shu Wern) I have been dying to go out with her and my permission always got turned down by my aunt. D: Hah! At last, we(Vivian and I) get to hang out at her place and we went 'pasar malam' together. It was FUN,wei!! We ate like nobody's business!!! We screamed, we laughed, we teased one another and obviously we talked ALOT! Hmmm... let me recalled what we ate. Err...
Char Koay Teow
Tong Sui
A huge chocolate crips
A huge 'sausage'
Cendol
Vivian bought some coconut tiny "crips" (idk wat it's called as)
I guess that's all we ate,kua.. Can't really remember,tho. Anyway, around 8 plus, Vivian had to go. D: So, we waited with her for her parents to come fetch her BUT she kept shoo-ing us home!! (Vivian, we WILL NOT leave u alone! It's dark,kayyy! Later,kena kidnapped *touchwood*) After that, it started to drizzle, Shu Wern and I walked back to her house. At her house..we talked and talked and talked NON stop! *sorryy lahhh.. this is US. when u placed us in a room together, this is what we do! *:p Catching up with one another is the BEST thing to do when u missed out so much in one's life!
Gah!<3 Woke up 5.30am and I did my devotion.*wheeeeee I started texting a couple of friends and only two replied! *sad,huh? I wore my flip flop to school today. (first time in my sch life) I looked weird. I could see ppl staring at me while I walked in the school compound. Well, I wasn't day dreaming or still in a holiday mood till I forgot to wear school's shoe to school. In the previous post, I bet I did mention that my legs were hurt and I couldn't wear school shoe to school! That's WHY! School was pretty much okay lahh!! It's S-C-H-O-O-L! What do u expect?? xP Vivian seems moody ,tho... haiz.. *Cheer up,my dear! =D I get to see all my beloved SDC's juniors!! And and..all my crazzyyyy classmates!! Nonetheless..first day back to school, I already received a complain from a teacher saying that Lai Zhu and I talked alot! Lol.*I'm SO SO SORRY. I just couldn't shut myself up! :x That's about it lahh! Oh. Oh. Not to forget, I have tons of homework to do! D:
Bravo, Form 5 Rangers! You guys did a great job! The stage deco. was amazing!! I had fun dancing, singing and screaming!! xp The atmosphere was pretty FUN & HIGH! I felt like I'm in a club rather than a gathering,tho. :D *maybe this is how a real gathering feels like* Nonetheless, we should really thanked Deepti for coming up with something. Or else.. RC is in deep trouble. BUT I was sorta disappointed,tho. I stayed up to look for the lyrics and songs to prepare a last minute performances. AND they cancelled it. Haiz.. I'm NOT blaming them. I wouldn't wanna embarass myself up there too ,tho. *Ignore me. I know i'm just ranting*
ANYWAYS...
The station games were good. It was quite fun lah! :D Just that I came home NOT so good!!
I have huge blisters under my feet!
I couldn't walk! Each step I take, it's like poking a needle thru the blisters
I have rashes EVERYWHERE ( almost) on my thighs and knees!!
I have cuts on my knees!
Well... well.. this is the price you PAY when you are being SPORTING! hah! *perasan* Alright. Gotta leave. I will update some photos if I could find some!! <3
Note: This is NOT a love letter but it is a letter written with love!
Dear Shaun,
I wish you were here to read this because all that I'm goin to say,here, came truly from the bottom of my heart. I couldn't make myself to tell you this face to face not because I was shy BUT I'm afraid I might freak you out! (I wouldn't want that, tho)Lol. Anyway, the very reason I wrote you this, was because I wanted to let you know how grateful I am to have you as a friend! You are one of the things that ever happened to me in my life! ( I'm NOT exaggerating! I mean it!) The day I met you was like a whole new phase and the begining of everything.(Ka Ching! ) You made me into who I am, today! Not a perfect person BUT definately a better one! =D You, sticked thru thick and thin with me regardless how bad the situations are. You were there for me when I needed someone the most! You have NEVER let me down, NOT EVEN ONCE. Sometimes I do feel really guilty and ashame of myself. Do you know why?? Well, it's simple! "You asked me not to do it and I did it! " [ Did wat? Ask me. :)]
For those out there,you think you have found your Best Friend?? Well, let me share with ya what my friend, here, had done for me. It's AMAZING, I tell you!!
He brain wash me like nobody's business!! Lol.
His intention: He is just trying to show me what's right and what's wrong eventho it involved Christianity. Nonetheless, it's for my own good! Right??
He actually spent his precious time + credits, listening to my endless rants a.k.a craps/nonsenses (mostly are just boyfriend issues)
Note: Not many ppl are willing to do that,you see.
He is willing to spend his "supposingly sleeping hours" to help me when I'm in trouble. FYI, sleeping hours are VERY IMPORTANT to him. Right, Shaun?? ;) He needs his 'BEAUTY SLEEP'! xP
Note: Ppl like me, who is rather selfish, text him in the middle of the night (almost) just to ask him to "fix me" (get over my ex). Yet, he NEVER shoo me away!! [Dang it! You made me feel so BAD,dude!!]
He has never gave up on ME! ( Well, so far,there aren't any signs or sympotons, tho.) He advises me like a broken tape recorder!! oh yes, he nags, LIKE a grandpa!! D: He makes sure what goes in, in the right ear NEVER came out from the left ear AND will stay in my brain for as long as I'm still breathing.
Note: Trust Me, your best friends will only advise you the most, 3 times! (After that, you die your problem!) I dont blame them, tho...because..you see.. to them, they had done their part and that's it!
He is a REALLY commited Christian and that is why he is 'holy' to ME! (I know you dont agree with me,Shaun BUT this is how I 'gred' you. Accept it, brother!) Due to this, I have changed from a total spoil brat who curse, judge others, bitch about others and etc. to a much better person. I'm REALLY glad I have stopped all those nonsense as it brings nothing BUT troubles. For now, I'm trying my really best to stay on the right track hoping that one day, I will gain respect from the others
Note: If it wasn't for him or God, I think I'm pretty much the still a pyscho bitch who claims to be innocent.
OH WELL, THE LIST GOES ON AND I CERTAINLY COULDN'T WRITE EVERYTHING HERE! It's endless and crazy,man!! hahaha.
Shaun-oh-Shaun, you are NOT only my best friend. In fact, you are like a brother to me. Eventho, I'm older than u by a couple of months BUT you are the one always watching out for me. I'm glad we met (a few days after my birthday), and I get to know you! Perhaps, you are a gift from ou Father in Heaven as a birthday present? Who knew?? Well, I hope(keeping my fingers cross)I will not have to lose you be in today, tomorrow or in the future. You play a really important role in my life,man!! When I fall, you pick me up! Without you, I guess I will just keep on falling till I DIE one fine day!*touch wood*
CONCLUSION?? Pui Yee's Awesomeee (I'm just joking)
Shaun, you are indeed a GIFT from GOD. Thank you so so much for EVERYTHING. I'm sorry I almost drove you crazy at times. Hahahaha. =D
