So, these are my results.

Do I Know How To Flirt?

Charming With Caution

Your Motto: I'll let him know that I like him, but I won't throw myself at him.

Your Smoothest Move: Those slick did-she-mean-to-do-that touches that leave a guy intested but wondering whether you reeaally like him.
Your Recurring Nightmare: Being nice is, well... nice. But have you ever noticed that some guys misinterpret your just-plain-friendliness for flirtation? Make sure that you aren't sendind mixed signals to guys you aren't looking for love with. For example, keep the playful touching to a minimum and throw around the word friend a lot in your conversations. But when you do dig the boy, work the magic!

What Kind Of Guys Do I Deserve?

A Caring & Sensitive Guy.

You need a guy who, will listen to you at night, and understand your fears and your dreams. Who can you speak on the phone to for hours. And even if you talk about girly stuff to him, he won't care because your his princess he's not that... borvered aslong as he canhear your voice. You need a guy who will take you out and show you off to the world, because all that matters to him is that, he has you. Hopefully you find this guy because he is your REAL love if you haven't found him yet! Good luck (: x

*I wonder if i could ever find "HIM".

S-T-O-P It, will you??

When are you gonna stop all these??
When are you gonna stop hurting everyone??
You blame it on us when things go wrong!

You blame HIM!
You blame HER!
You blame ME!

But the funniest part is, you NEVER blame yourself!
Take a break and think back, will you??
No one wanted this to happen! It just DID!

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You think you are always right and we are always the wrong ones!
This is because, you always JUDGE a book with its cover!
Not only that, you control us for goodness's sake!

You control...

• the way we live our lives
• who we should and shouldn't mix with
• where we should and shouldn't go
  

Why?? Why are you being SO bossy??
You might born with a silver spoon in your mouth!
You might be pampered since the day you were born!
But that doesn't mean you have the right to tell us what to do!
We ALL have a L-I-F-E here, alright!
We are NOT born to please or follow whatever that you said!
We have the right to make our OWN decision, OWN choice and OWN way in life!
Because we are the ONE living it and NOT you!

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So, please!
Please!!
Stop whatever that you are doing right now
OR
you are planning to do!
I'm begging you to STOP, alright?
*NO! Not because I am afraid of you!
I just could no longer bear with the fact that the oh-so-brilliant you are hurting innocent people around me!

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ONCE AGAIN!
STOP HURTING MY LOVE ONES!
I would appreciate that A LOT!

Updates!

CHACE CRAWFORD

ED WESTWICK

Some random news about my "boy-crazyness"! So, I'm currently into BOTH of them!!! Aren't they HOT?? (Oh, yes!!)

I was raped, today!

I repeat myself, I was raped today!
In fact, I was raped by around 30 people!
Isn't this awful?
My teacher witnessed the incident BUT she didn't stop them!!!
I bet this is "awful-er"!

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Okay, I guess I shall stop scary-ing you people.

Let me tell you what EXACTLY happened today.
My class was having PE lessons today.
So, we were asked to go to the field.
Some brilliant human suggested that we shall play rugby! * (I wonder who!)
And we ended up playing "rough-by"!

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As you all know, rugby is an EXTREMELY dangerous and rough game.
I expected myself to some how get hurt during the game.
I knew that my classmates will eventually turn wild!
Little did I know that their wildness was beyond my imagination!

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Usually, we will either pull each others' clothes, scratch each other or hurt each other, by accident, of course!
This time, it was so much worst than the previous time.

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I was holding the ball and as you all know, I'm kinda small in size.
Apparently I was squashed by more than 5 humans???
So, can you imagine the situation???
Anyway, this isn't the pathetic part yet!
Some "miss brilliant" who tried to snatch my ball placed her hand in the crowd.
And.. by accident, she misplaced her hand into my clothes!!
So, in a way, I was molested!

This is ONE of the "good memories" my classmates gave me!
So, till the day I leave the school, I shall NOT forget about this incident!

Daddy's little girl became a b*tch

I lived in Fond, one of the busiest city in France. I have been living with my dad ever since my parents divorced when I was six. One day, in the midst of tears, I went up to my dad to tell him that I want to stop schooling. I want to leave the town and to live with my mum. Shocked, he started questioning me. I told him that I hated all my friends in school. They sabotaged me in school, many times. He assured me that all these are just phases that a teenager goes through in life. Since then, everday after coming back from school, I sat at a corner, curling myself up and cry.
Finally, my dad could no longer take it. I was his only daughter. Having to look at me crying myself to bed every night, causes him much agony, like knives stabbing into his heart. One night, he came up to me, finally allowing me to move in with my mum. The next day, he drove me all the way to Princehill, the place where my mum resides. Before he left, he assured me that he will visit me a week later. My mum even took a week's leave to keep me company throughout the first week.
A week later, my dad came, this time he actually wanted to take me home. I refused, insisting to just stay with my mum. After an hour long of discussions they finally obliged. I knew that all they wanted was just for me to be happy. Anyhow, they want me to continue my studies in a private school namely, Princehill High School. At first, I was so afraid to mix around haunted by my previous experiences until the day when I met Zac.
Zac is a popular guy in my school. He is the captain of the football team, the president of the BETA Club and also the chairman of the student's council. He was the first friend I met since I stepped into the school. He is nice, cheeky and good looking. He showed me around the school, introducing me to a few of his friends. Little did I know, girls in this school were crazy of him. They had done lots of crazy stuff in order to get his attention.
When the bell rang, I made my way to the class which I was assigned to. Surprisingly, I was placed in the same class as Zac. We were both delighted when we saw each other, The girl standing in front of me wanted to sit next to Zac but he told her that the place was reserved for his friend. At that moment, I was pretty upset and I decided to walk past the girl. Before I managed to leave his place, he grabbed my hand to stop me. I turned around to face him and he offered me the place.
As I was sitting next to him, I felt as if all the eyes were on me but I ignored their presence. When lessons were on, I found it hard to concentrate as we were busy talking. During the break, I joined Zac and his friends at the cafeteria. After school, my mum came to pick me up. When I went into the car, there was no need for my mum to ask whether am I having a good time in school. Through my facial expression, she knows that I was overjoyed.
A month later, Zac and I got closer. The chemistry between us grew stronger day by day. As time passed, we started dating. At that moment, I felt as if I was the luckiest girl on earth. Everday, he would come over to my house to meet me and we will walk to the school together. After school, we will either hang out at his house, my house or the mall.
One day, after school, Zac told me he was bored and I suggested on doing something interesting. Without much thought, he invited me over to his place for a movie. As usual, I agreed since all I wanted was to just spend time with him, alone. We laid on his bed while enjoying the movie, Out of sudden, he kissed me. I was so shocked until I forgot to breathe and eventually I pulled away. We stared at each other for a moment and started kissing again. As you know, kissing leads to stripping which leads to sex.
That was the first time I was doing it with him and we actually enjoyed it. Of course, that was definately not the last time were having sex. In fact, it became a habit and we did it everday without fail, right after school.
One fine day, when my period stopped, I began to freak out. I told him about it and he avoided me ever since then. Down and helpless, I confronted my mum. She got so angry and took me to the doctor, right away. After the test's result came out, I wasn't pregnant at all. It was only a common delay of menstruation due to the hormones in my body. I was thankful and so was my mum.
A week later, Zac came back to me. He begged for my forgiveness but of course, I rejected him. Him being rejected became a hot topic in my school. Everyone, finally looking highly on me. From a daddy's little girl, I transformed into a B-I-T-C-H! Who am I? It's a secret I will never tell and you will never know! :)

Written by: Racheal
Edited by: Alyson

My weekends

SATURDAY:-

Woke up at 7 plus!! *I know it's early.. I must be crazy!!
Went to Pulau Tikus's market with Aunty and Emma for breakfast.
My aunt did some shopping there cause the fridge was practically empty.
Came home (Aunt's house) after that.
Had lunch at home.. Uncle Tim roasted a chicken and some potatoes. *yum yum
After lunch, Emma and I hide in a room and I read her a book.
We laughed so much till we can't stop at all. *The book is damn funny!!
Around 3 o'clock, we went to Gurney to watch a movie.
We watched the "meatball" movie *3-D version.
When the movie ended we meet up with my aunt and uncle.
We headed for dinner in a restaurant along Gurney Drive.
Went home after that.
After tugging Emma in for sleep, I was supposed to sneak out to watch tv.
Well.. I guess I was TOO tired and eventually, I slept.

SUNDAY:-

My aunt and uncle dropped me to tuition today around 9 plus.
Tuition was as usual.. B-O-R-I-N-G!
After tuition, my brother and my grandparents came to pick me up.
We went to my grandpa's shop to do some stuff.
After that, we headed to YMCA for lunch.
Aunty Carol and her husband treated us for lunch in a restaurant called 747 Restaurant.
Headed home after lunch.
At home.. there we lots of unpacking to do.
I found a bunch of gifts on my box. *All from my mum and Aunty Stephanie..

CAN YOU BELIEVE?

My mum bought me a pencil box from Bali and it says
" I LOVE BALI"
Aunty Stephanie got me 6 watches.. all different colours!!
There are white, blue, purple, black, pink and red!
She even got me a teddy bear and it is SO freaking adorable.

Friday - A day to remember! ;)

Went out with Lai Zhu on Friday.
We had lots of fun spending time together.
The funny part was.. we bumped into a lot of common people namely school's friends.
She came over to my house around 9 am while I was enjoying my last episode of Gossip Girl.
*As usual, we screamed for the double C!
When the movie ended we went online while waiting for my aunt to fetch us to Gurney.
We reached Gurney around 1o plus... and had breakfast in Secret Recipe.
*The cheese cake was delicious!
After breakfast, we went to get tickets for the movie we wanna watch. (Where Got Ghost)
Next, we went shopping and we bought some stuff.
* We bought practically the same stuff
When it was about time, we walked all the way to GURNEY TOWER (for goodness's sake) just to dine in Sub-Way.
I was grumbling, ranting, whinning all the way to Gurney Tower. (sorry lai zhu.. you gotta bare with it!!!)
I told her it was VERY far and she had to argue with me that it was VERY near!! (See.. who was right??)
After grabbing the food, we rushed back to Gurney cause our movie was about to start.
By the time we reached, the movie had already started.
*throughout the movie, we screamed, we laughed and we hide... sum it all up.. we were practically the noisiest in the cinema

At first, the movie.. or shall I say the 'ghost' was scary.. so we kinda regret watching it.
The next ghost was funny.. we laughed NON stop...till we almost wet our pants
The third ghost was sweet.. and the last story was so touching.

Overall the movie was indeed NOT BAD!

We went back to my aunt's house to continue our next plan.
Went swimming with my cousin, Emma and her friend, Emily.
Had lots of fun!!
My aunt treated us with her homemade CHEESE CAKE!

*IT WAS OH-SO-DELICIOUS!*
( Right, Lai Zhu?)

We continued to swim after enjoying the o-so-perfect cheese cake!
Lai Zhu kept asking Emma.. "Wat's the time?".. and Emma got so frustrated answering her. (laugh out loud)
Not that I blamed Lai Zhu for that, cause I understand that she had a curfew to follow.
She had to be home by 5 something... well...lucky her.. her driver was late.. so, she gets to stay a little longer.
Lai Zhu went home around 6 plus.

-xoxo-
Hearts her.

Day 1 without her.

She's gone.
She's NOT dead.
She's just away.

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But I'm missing her already.
Too bad she's no longer here.
How badly do I wish I could turn the time back to where we spent time together.

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No matter what.
No matter how far she goes.
She's still my best friend.
Always is. Always will.

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And here, I would like her to know that,
No matter how far she is from my eyes but she will always remain close to my heart.