26/ 11/ 09 (Thursday)

Aunty Stephanie was free today.
We went shopping together.
Gosh, I bought lots of stuff.
I bought a pair of black skinny jeans.
Two pairs of shorts.
A long tee which I think I could where it as a dress!
Oh.. best of all.. I took the BAG!!
The grey bag I mentioned in my previous blog!!!
Yes.. that one!!! Gosh.. I love it!!!
Nothing much for today..
Just shopping! :)

25/ 11/ 09 (Wednesday)

Left house pretty early.
Headed straight to Times Square.
Mum was extremely busy.
Had "breakfast" around 1 something in the afternoon.
Mum bought me a pair of flip flops from ROXY. *Love her lots*
I rebonded my hair again for the second time.
My mum closed her shop pretty late today cause there was lots of customer.
After that, we headed to a night market at some place *idk where izzit*
Bought lots of hair stuff. *e.g. hairband, hair clips and etc.*
Had fun walking, talking, and buying stuff.
One thing I hate about that place is.. it's EXTREMELY cramp.
Went home after that.

I don't wanna go back to Penang.
I wanna stay here!!

24/ 11/ 09 (Tuesday)

Headed to Pavillion right after we left the house.
Went there for breakfast at The Coffee Bean.
After that, we went for shopping.
While we're shopping, one of my mum's employees called and we had to get back to the company.
Spent the whole day in the mum's office again.
Well, I was kinda bored.. so I went to one of my aunt's shop (in Times Square too) to help out.
Nothing much to do,though.
I spent the whole evening whining at my brother cause he refused to let me use the PC.
Watched 2012 at GSC in Times Square.
Went home during midnight!

23/ 11/ 09 (Monday)

We left the house kinda late today.
Took our own sweet time for breakfast.
Went back to mum's office.
According to my plan, I'm suppose to follow Aunty Stephanie to get stuff.
I waited for her at my mum's shop.
At the meantime, my mum suggested that I should straighten my hair again.
But due to lack of time, I didn't go.
We (Aunt, my brother and I) took monorail to Chow Kit.
We went to this place (not sure of the name) and we bought lots of stuff..
Gosh!! I love that place.
Had so much fun there!!
You really could shop till you drop!!

My aunt bought me...

A school bag

A pinkish purple purse
A hairband with lots of stone on it
A pink watch

My brother and I followed my aunt home because my mum was having dinner tonight.. but we ended up following her(mum) back to her house.. as in mum's house because the dinner ended early.

* My aunt bought me a bag but I'm not so sure whether I should take it or not. I'm afraid my mum doesn't allow me to use it cause it's kinda adult-ish. What should I do??

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!!

Anyway, I love that bag A LOT!

Oh well, life here is SO much better than in Penang.

22/ 11/ 09 (Sunday)

Day 2 in KL:-

Early morning, after having breakfast, we sent my elder brother to Pudu Bus Station.
He is going back to Penang today.
Had western food for breakfast.
Next, we went back to my mum's office in Times Square.
There was lots of appointment.
Therefore, my mum couldn't bring me out.
I stayed in her office for the whole freaking day.
Wanted to watch a movie but the queue was EXTREMELY long because it's a SUNDAY!!
So, ended up sitting and rotting in my mum's office.
That's all for today.. nothing much.

21/11/09 (Saturday)

Day 1 in KL :-

Took bus to KL with both of my brothers.
Reached destination around 1 o'clock in the afternoon.
Mum fetched us to Midvalley Megamall.
Had lunch in Canton-I.
Was extremely full.
Went shopping for 6 hours! *I'm so proud of myself.. LOL*
Bought a long sleeve shirt from MNG.
Bought a surfing pants.
Bought lots of junk food *Yes... I know...it's fattening*
Next, went to Times Square.
Picked up Aunty Stephanie.
Headed for dinner.
Had seafood for dinner!

I failed.
I promised myself that I won't think about that jerk and yet I couldn't get him out of my mind.
On the way to the bus terminal, I passed through THE VIEW and I thought of S.
On the way to the Penang Bridge, the bus passed through THE VIEW and I thought of S again.
In the bus, I was listening to songs and some songs reminded me of S.

I wonder when I could leave everything behind...
And start moving on again..

Shall Read This!!!

Time To Kill!

Look at these!! Stare at these!! I bet you will die!!
Die of tastyness, prettyness and deliciousness!!

BARBARIANS!!

I HATE THEM!!!
I HATE THEM!!!
ARGHHH.....
I HATE THEM!!!

I freaking hate them lor!!
Pathetic barbarians!!!
Who do they think they are,huh????
Prank me!!!!
Try doing that again!!!
I will make sure I murder u,people alive!!!
I'm serious,kay!!!
TRY ME!

Varsity Fanclub - Future Love Lyrics

Mmmmmm, Yeah, Oh-Oh

FIRST VERSE
A couple of years
And I'm gonna know your name
It's like I waited for ya forever
And I know this might sound insane
But it wont be long
'Til we're gonna take this up
I'm talking about our future love

You're so far away
Maybe you're right next door
Got me picturing your face again
Something worth waiting for
I put all the others behind me
They don't live up
I know what I want
What I need to the T

CHORUS
Baby if they asked me
I would say I don't even know ur name
And if they asked me
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
Cuz there's something about the way you'll love me
There's just something about the way you'll know me
That I cant explain enough
There's just something about our
future love (3x)
There's just something about our
future love (3x)

2ND VERSE
Walking hand in hand
Going for a second date
I can picture what you're wearing
And a kiss I can almost taste
The thought of all the ways we'll meet for the very first time
I can see the place, feel the love..
First sight

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Oh no
The minute u pull up next to me
We standing there like destiny
When it feels like you're fighting
just to breathe that's when u know
The minute I pull up next to you
Suddenly I don't know what to do
Everything inside you says that I'm the one

CHORUS

W.H.Y.??

WHY?
WHY?
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?

Is it because it's FUN?
Well, it may be to you but certainly not for me, alright!

I don't get it!
Why do you have to ruin every single smile of mine??
Why do you have to kill my nerves??
Why do you have to tell me things I don't wanna hear??
Why do you have to remind me of the past??
Why do you have to appear out of nowhere in my mind??

Do you think it's FUN??
Are you enjoying it,honey??
I wish you are!

Lifeless

Morning,
I dragged my feet out of my bed.
I wasn't willing to wake up.
Not because I don't wanna go to school but i just don't wanna wake up.
I'm sick! Sick to the extend that my brain isn't functioning.
I couldn't tell if I did sleep last night.
I'm tired and I no longer have a single strength in me.
I couldn't face today and I don't wanna face it.

Anyhow, I did manage to go to school.
I was left with a body without a soul.
I refused to talk to anyone because I'm just too speechless.
I couldn't even tell what I want nevermind telling others what's on my mind.

So, this is how I isolated myself from my friends,today.
I know is not the right thing to do but I really, really, don't feel like talking to anyone at the moment.

Special thanks to,
Alyson - for all the comforting words, the hugs, the time and the "whack"!
Vivian- for being there for me and the hugs!
Shu Yao- for the advise and hugs!
Theresa- for listening and the advise!

What Should I do?

I have tried many ways to make myself feel better.
People around me, tried their best to cheer me up.

I know you people care.
I know you people love me.

I'm sorry.
It's not working.

I could no longer fix myself.
I have ran out of ideas.

I don't know what am I gonna do next.
I really don't know.

Yes, indeed.
I have fell and I managed to get up.
Well, not this time.

*
It is just too hard for me to stand up again.

T.R.U.T.H.

I wonder where are my feelings.
Are they gone?
Or
Am I too numb to feel it?

*

T.R.U.T.H.
Something everyone wish to know.
Something everyone believe.
Something I personally am dying to know.

*

I regret.
I regret feeling so enthusiatic when I first received the mail.
I regret hoping for something.
I regret opening my mail box.
I regret reading the mail.

*

It is all too late now.
There is no way I could turn the clock back.
There is no way I could lie to myself.
There is no way I could pretend as if it didn't happen at all.

*

But the point is...

WHAT AM I GONNA DO?

I am lost.