Awakening

Today's post is the name of a book I have just finished reading...
After two weeks of lending the book from my school's library..
Finally, I get to finish reading it... (lucky,huh?)
I would say.. IT's nice..
The character I love the most in the book is Hunter Niall... (Y? I don't know)
But I'm ought to find out more about Cal Blair!
By the way, there's two parts in this book that I love the most.

Part 1-

Hunter drew a deep breath and brushed a tear from my cheek. "Look at us. Two kick-ass witches falling to pieces."
I reached for a tissue on the counter and ble my nose. "I must look like hell."
"No. You look like someone who has the courage to face even what breaks your heart, and I find you..... beautiful."
Then his mouth found mine we were kissing. At first the kiss was gentle, reassuring, but then something in me took over, and I pressed against him with an urgency and intensity that shook us both. It was as though there was something in Hunter I wanted with hunger I barely recognized-something in him I needed the way I needed air to breathe. And clearly he felt that way,too.

Part 2-
*To be continued...

Cross Country + Time with Dears!

Woke up at 5.45 am today!!
I know.. pathetic , right?? And F.Y.I. it's a SATURDAY!!
Reached school around 7am..
The first thing I did when I were in school was.......
Pass Up English's Essay Book!
It's an order from Ms. Kanages.. :(
The race started at 8.30 sharp!
Gosh... Best exercise ever!!
I sweated like a pig!! Lol...
DOn't care lar as long as get to burn fat, good enough ady...
After the race, I was EXHAUSTED!
Thank god, at least I am in top 15! (Whee...)
When school dismissed, at 12pm, WE headed to Strait Kitchen..
A restaurant which is REALLY near to my school..
The place was really really nice ... (to me)
Food there also not bad... Prices are reasonable too, I would say!
Shall go again, agree dears??
I went along with Shu Wern, Vivian, Alyson, Adelyn, Ming Yen , Hwei Wern and Hui Min!
We had really great time ( didn't we? no?) there because I haven't been hanging out with my dears for quite sometime.. (miss them lots!)

Anyway, I'm looking forward to spend time with my dears again...

Saved My Blog From Going Into The Coffin!

I'm posting this because I don't want my blog to die!!
So, here are some updates..
Sort of, lame lar.. ( last minute).. what to do??
If anyone were to hear this (below) .. I guess you'll ask me to...

Go bang my head on the wall...

OR
Go die....

What have I done, you are questioning..
I.... didn't.. finish my homework almost everyday...
I know, i know.. you might say... Cheh,what so big deal about it...
I slept at 12 midnight during weekdays...
I know it might seems nothing but... I have not finish yet!!

Do you know what i have been doing???
I couldn't take my hands of my book..
The book that I used to write my own story in it..

F.Y.I. : I do have wild imaginary!!
Therefore, when I started to write, I could NEVER stop myself..

SOS....
I'm in crisis!!!

B. or C.?

Sorry, people!
I have been busy working on my stuff these days.
U know lar..
Homeworks... Studies.. and Stuffs...
My "Stuffs" here are...
a) Reading storybook
b) Continue writing my story..
c) Watching movies
Hah.. sorry lar, didn't update..
By the way, I went to school early to join Sam, Edwina, Ming Yen *scream.. Lol...and Denise for prayers.
It was weird but awesome..
I joined Sam during recess for "RECESS REVOLUTION"
I love this session!! * SCREAM out loud
The story was nice and i'm looking forward to heae more!
I'm kinda confuse now..
Am I.... or should I be a buddhist or christian????? *headache

I think I'll just stick back to what my family is believing in..
Which mean I'll be a buddhist!
Even if I would like to be a christian, i'll wait till I get older to decide again..
I guess is best for me to just follow than made my own decision..

To my Father in the Heaven...
I will still love you, like you have always love me!

RANDOM post about guys!

GIRLS, Interested?
If you are interested, Follow Me!
Okay..as you know, today's post is gonna be about guys in that my friends and I have seen in Chung Ling High School..
So, this post is more or less a survey about guys...
Let's Start!

Mr. Red a.k.a Jackson - He's cute!
Agreed by: Racheal, Vivian, Alyson and Shu Wern

Mr. Yellow - He's hot/man!
Agreed by: Racheal, Vivian and Sam Jo Lene
Disagreed by: Alyson (blind)
On the fence: Shu Wern

Mr. Pink - He's hot!
Agreed by: Alyson and Farha
Disagreed by: Racheal and Vivian

Mr . Blazer - He's charming!
Agreed by: Alyson and Vivian
Disagreed by: Racheal

* Please do not feel offended if your name is posted above.
This survey is just for fun and not to critize your taste!!

By the way........
THE WINNER GOES TO......... TA-DA......... JACKSON!!!

I need to clearify THIS!

People..people..
Stop questioning me, "What had happenned at the Caterpillar Station? "!
Nothing had happened between me and Jackson.
Do you know, the way you people asked me is as if I did something unappropriate! Lol
Okay, let me tell ya, what exactly had happenned!
Yes, he did piggy back me, alright?
It was really nice and sweet of him!
But...., I repeat myself.. BUT
We are just friends!
Nothing more than that!
He did so because the girl who's suppose to piggy back me can't do it!
I'M NOT FAT but it's freaking hard, kay! ( for a girl)
Just imagine yourself caring a human while moving with only one leg???? ( So, get me now?)
He's just try to help but offering his help to piggy back me!

To be honest, I do had a minor crush on him. MINOR one only!!!
Because.. he's extremely CUTE!, nice, sweet, friendly and etc.. (long list)

CONCLUSION?
Yes, I do like him!
But.. Fall for him??.. I don't think so!
But... if i'm given the chance, I will... Too bad.. I wasn't given one.. :(
* STOP HALLUCINATING, RACHEAL!!!!
You had enough and Enough means Enough!!

So, that's all about it!
CLEAR, People??? THINK positively!
* Your cooperation will be appreciated!

Prefect's Day! (continue)

Okay, where did I stop?
Ahh...yes.. Treasure Hunt Session.
Before the game starts, we are required to selected a leader for each group.
After that, each group is given a 'facilitator' to guide us throughout the games.
The stations were really fun.
First, we went to the Hula Station, incharge by Ming Yen!
From there, we earned 5o bucks.
Next, we went to the Sponge Bob Station, incharge by Phoay Ning! ( Hurt myself, here!)
We did pretty well and earned a clue!
Our next station was the Caterpillar Station!
This station was the best among all the stations. ( To me, lar..)
Finally, we had earned 350 bucks and we stopped earning money because the total amount needed to buy all the clues were only 290 bucks.
Therefore, we started looking for ' clueman'.
We managed to buy 3 clues out of 4! ( good Job, huh?)
Before we get to complete buying those clues, one of the groups had found the treasure!
That means it's the end of the game.
Now, we'll proceed to the next programme which is the Performance Time! ( Fun, wei!)
Each schools are required to perform and my school did singing!
Sau Cheng and Ming Yen made us proud! ( Agree, people?)
After that, it's the Closing Ceremony.
Prizes were given to the wining participants as well as teams. (Congrats, people!)
Finally,it's time to go home. ( I'm really sad!)
I miss a lot of stuff from there, from the games to the people. (Ahem!) Haha
By the way, I did had a lot of fun there and yet get to meet new friends!

*To all my friends who's in the same group with me,
They are..
Saras, Tracy, Renee, Andrea, Katherine, Chun Ying (leader), Joyce, Ying, Chor Phey, Abel, King, Ox, Jackson.. and there's still two more girls who I can't remember their names.. Sorry...
By the way, I do miss you people and love to see you again!

Apologize!

SORRY, People!


MY PICTURES CAN'T BE UPLOAD, I DON'T KNOW WHY?

Prefect's Day!

I went to Chung Ling High School today.
Reached there around 7 am and when home at 7 pm.
When I came home, I was extremely exhausted!
I can't feel my body and my nerves anymore!
During the treasure hunt, I hurt myself...and I didn't know...
Not untill when the treasure hunt ended and we are required to gathered in the school hall to rest.
So, while resting, suddenly, I felt that my knee hurts alot and when I pulled up my pants, I saw.. the epidermis layer of my skin, came off!!
Gosh, it hurts like shit, kay...

Regarding this Prefect's Day,
everything was o-kay...
except for the fact that, we had our breakfast and lunch really late!
the opening ceremony was really formal!

After the Opening Ceremony, we went back to our own classes to change and then we gathered again in the school hall.
We had a quick game and then we went back to our own classes again for lunch!
After lunch... we gathered again in the school hall.
We are then divided into groups according to the picture on our nametags!
Mine was a picture of a dog... and therefore I was in the same group with Saras!

To be continue...

5th of June ( Last Friday) till 7th of June (Last Sunday)

I went to Cameron Highlands for 3 days 2 nights.
My family rented an apartment and we stayed there.
The apartment was quite big and spacious.
It could fit in 3 families!
The air there was really really nice and cooling.
When I came down...from the hill..
God... the weather's freaking hot!!!
How badly I wish Penang has that kind of weather too!!!
By the way, I lost my voice that day itself and I can't speak for the whole day!
Lol.... torturing wei...
The worst thing's, I can't have barbeque when everyone's having it!!! (Friday Night)
I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!!

I went Starbucks for two nights straight! Hah!
* Don't worry, I've got pictures here.

On Sunday, after checking out from the apartment, we started to drive down the hill.
On the way down, we did make a few stop to visit some places like...
Kea Farm, Cactus Point, Boh Tea's Farm and etc...

The whole journey was really tiring but 'FUN'!

I-PHONE!!!

Arhh......... Dah Deee...
WHY?
Why did you show me that you own an I-Phone??
LOL... I want also!!!
I don't care!
You are getting me one!!!

Muahaha.. I think I'm getting one,people!!!
OMgosh, dad, I can't wait for you to come back from Dubai!!!
Because, I want my I-Phone! ( desperate)

Please, please, please..
Do remember that you have promised to get 'us' ( my brothers and I) each one, one.
I know, I know, under one condition..
Which is to study hard!
I PROMISE!!!

YOU ain't no God!

I don't know why am I writing all these crap for?
Ahh.. it's MY blog...and i'm suppose to speak what's on my mind, here.

LOVE HIM OR HATE HIM?

I decide but NEVER you(him)!
So, shut up and walk off!

Do you know that, you have left me hanging like that?
Do you know that, you have hurted me deep down inside?
Do you know that, what you have done is killing me inside?
Do you know that, how long does it takes for me to heal?
Do you know that, I had a scar on my heart thanks to you?
Do you know that, I still miss you?
Do you know that, I still cry for you every now and then?
Do you know that, I hate you ?
Do you know that, I never wanna see you again in my life?
Do you know that, I was left with a body without a soul when you left?

Have you ever thought of any of these questions above?
HAVE YOU?
I suppose, NO!

I always questioned myself.
Why do I ever know him?
Why do I ever meet him?
Why do I ever talk to him?
And..
Why do I ever fall for him?
(I don't know why and......... i'll never know why... fate, i guess?)

Seriously, untill now...
Each and every bit of our memories... still hunt me down, day and night..
I wondered when all this would come to an end???
Because.. I don't think I could stand it anymore...


YOU CREATED OUR LOVE STORY!
YOU DESTROYED OUR LOVE STORY!
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???
GOD???
*Puh-lease, if you ever be one, the ice will freeze when the weather's hot and will melt when the weather's cold!

How Do I Feel About "Him" ???

Have you ever been loved by someone special before?
Have you ever been dumped by someone special before?
The answer (keep it to yourself)

To be honest, I have tried both before.
What was it like?
And how do I feel about it?
Well... I would say....
One feels like Heaven ( love) and another one feels like Hell ( dump)

WHY, is he treating me this way????
I do love him! I really do.
And he had once love him too.
All the memories we had are now fading away...( sort of)
They were pretty sweet but unfortunately short. (as in, really short)
I hate him! And hell, he's a J-E-R-K!!
You might question me, " Since he's a jerk, why do you still love him?"
Well.. I don't know why too... (So, don't ask me!).. I wish I knew the answer too..
But.. all I could tell you is, "love" is something that can't be describe using words but only feelings could tell. ( Get what I mean?)
So, i guess, indirectly, I have answered your question.

Do You Know???
When we're together, he wanted everything from me!
And now..
When we're no longer together, he wants me to forget about everything!

" WHAT THE HELL DO HE WANTS???"

Is my heart just a piece of paper to him?? Huh???
Where he could scribble whatever he wants on it and erase them when he no longer needs them.
Well, Excuse Me! If this is what u have on your mind, BACK OFF, idiot!
Let me tell ya..
Once you have written on my heart, it no longer could be erased!
So, DREAM ON, if you ever want me to forget about you and your freaking pathetic memories that you have left for me!

CONCLUSION?
Please do not write on my heart unnecessarily..
Or else.. one day... it will stop functioning due to all those crap you people have written on it!

P.S. Have pity on me..