How Do I Feel About "Him" ???

Have you ever been loved by someone special before?
Have you ever been dumped by someone special before?
The answer (keep it to yourself)

To be honest, I have tried both before.
What was it like?
And how do I feel about it?
Well... I would say....
One feels like Heaven ( love) and another one feels like Hell ( dump)

WHY, is he treating me this way????
I do love him! I really do.
And he had once love him too.
All the memories we had are now fading away...( sort of)
They were pretty sweet but unfortunately short. (as in, really short)
I hate him! And hell, he's a J-E-R-K!!
You might question me, " Since he's a jerk, why do you still love him?"
Well.. I don't know why too... (So, don't ask me!).. I wish I knew the answer too..
But.. all I could tell you is, "love" is something that can't be describe using words but only feelings could tell. ( Get what I mean?)
So, i guess, indirectly, I have answered your question.

Do You Know???
When we're together, he wanted everything from me!
And now..
When we're no longer together, he wants me to forget about everything!

" WHAT THE HELL DO HE WANTS???"

Is my heart just a piece of paper to him?? Huh???
Where he could scribble whatever he wants on it and erase them when he no longer needs them.
Well, Excuse Me! If this is what u have on your mind, BACK OFF, idiot!
Let me tell ya..
Once you have written on my heart, it no longer could be erased!
So, DREAM ON, if you ever want me to forget about you and your freaking pathetic memories that you have left for me!

CONCLUSION?
Please do not write on my heart unnecessarily..
Or else.. one day... it will stop functioning due to all those crap you people have written on it!

P.S. Have pity on me..