YOU ain't no God!

I don't know why am I writing all these crap for?
Ahh.. it's MY blog...and i'm suppose to speak what's on my mind, here.

LOVE HIM OR HATE HIM?

I decide but NEVER you(him)!
So, shut up and walk off!

Do you know that, you have left me hanging like that?
Do you know that, you have hurted me deep down inside?
Do you know that, what you have done is killing me inside?
Do you know that, how long does it takes for me to heal?
Do you know that, I had a scar on my heart thanks to you?
Do you know that, I still miss you?
Do you know that, I still cry for you every now and then?
Do you know that, I hate you ?
Do you know that, I never wanna see you again in my life?
Do you know that, I was left with a body without a soul when you left?

Have you ever thought of any of these questions above?
HAVE YOU?
I suppose, NO!

I always questioned myself.
Why do I ever know him?
Why do I ever meet him?
Why do I ever talk to him?
And..
Why do I ever fall for him?
(I don't know why and......... i'll never know why... fate, i guess?)

Seriously, untill now...
Each and every bit of our memories... still hunt me down, day and night..
I wondered when all this would come to an end???
Because.. I don't think I could stand it anymore...


YOU CREATED OUR LOVE STORY!
YOU DESTROYED OUR LOVE STORY!
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???
GOD???
*Puh-lease, if you ever be one, the ice will freeze when the weather's hot and will melt when the weather's cold!