I love this song!

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Public Speaking Speech.

Don't ask me why am I posting this because... I was asked to do so by "someone"...
* You know who you are

L-O-V-E, love! What exactly is love? A very pleasent morning to the honourable judges, wise master of the ceremony, accurate time keepers, teachers and members of the floor. I stand here before you today to share my knowledge about love. To me, love is magical and it is a miracle. This is because, when two people get together, they tend to have this chemistry that can't even be explained by our scientist today!

Allow me to quote the Oxford Dictionary, Love is a strong feeling between two people of the opposite the sex, unquote. Love can also be defined as a sincere feeling towards each other in a relationship or a blessing given from God.

Love is complicated, indescribable and unconditional. Furthermore, there's no limit to it when it comes to love. Love could happen at any ages. Therefore, don't be shocked when a teenage girl comes running to you telling you that she's in love. When it comes to love, there's no right or wrong.

Other than that, love has a bigger meaning behind it. Love is also a power that easily influence us, humans. Why do I say so? Love makes the skip of a heart beat, the butterflies in your stomach , the special fluttering feeling in your heart that once you lay your eyes on him or her knowing that he or she is the ONE! Love brings along with it happiness and excitment but on the otherv hand, it also brings sadness, hatred and sometimes even tragic end, death!

There are many types of love. Just to name a few, puppy love, true love, soul mate and agape. What's puppy love? Puppy Love is when you are attracted to this particular person and he or she is also attracted to you but later on when you found out more about each other, reality might hit you hard telling you that, it was an innfactuation. True Love is eternal, pure and cannot be measured. Everyone has a soul. And usually, it comes in pairs. Apart of it is in you. And the other, you other half. Who's he? Who's the one? WHO? Your Soul Mate! He will be the one who makes you stand longer in front of the mirror, be in the bathroom for more that 2 hours and arguing with your parents to buy you more beautiful clothes. Regarding Agape, it's an unconditional love where you would forgive any mistakes made by the person you love.

Let's talk about how love developed. One of it could be due to destiny or lots of time spent with each other. For instance, after a period of time being together with that particular person, u could develop feelings for him or her. Childhood love is also one of the ways how love was developed. In a more ironic situation, there's a possibility that hatred will gradually turn into love too.

Sadly, look at what happened to the love at the 21st century. Let me give you a situation. Boy A played Girl A's feeling. He went after her, got her head over heels and finally, dumped her! WHY? He was bored. That's why. Girl A who realized the awful truth then began to develop a completely differrent feeling. Love? Nah.. Crush? Nah... This time is Hatred! The feeling of hate bore deep down her heart. Her love for this oh-so-perfect man has died and what's left? Hatred.

So, members of the floor, do think Boy a's love is actually love? I would say, this beautiful word has now been tainted countless of time by people. I Love You. It's no longer significant. People now say it for the sake of it. The self proclaimed love, in fact, is NOT love. Love, to me, brings a different meaning. It's the peace I get with that person. It's when I can truly unveil my mask and be who I am. So, that's all I would like to share about my perception of love. Before I step down, allow me to sum it up with a poem.

Love is beautiful,
Love is amazing,
Love is SO gorgeous,
That YOU will remember it forever.

Thank You. *Bow

Foot Drill Competition! ( Part 2)

Schools who participated:-
Penang Free School (PFS) , Methodist Girls School (MGS), Saint Xavier Institution (SXI), a co-ed school (I don't their sch's name) and of course, Convent Light Street (CLS).
The marching competition started off with MGS, CLS, the co-ed sch, PFS and finally Saints...

Before the marching...
Kenneth came to pay us a visit.
I would say, he came just to disturb us instead of paying us a visit. (Right, Kenneth?)
After the marching...
To be honest, we were horrible!!
Do you know why??
We had only two practices which sums up to only less than 3 hours. ( How amazing that could be?)
So, people, what can you expect from us? (Answer: Ntg!)
By the way, we were very naive!
WHY? You may asked.
Because... everyone of us were hoping to win something when we knew that our marching SUCKS! (How ridiculous ??)
I'm sorry, members of Unit 2. I don't mean to be MEAN!
But don't you think that we are sort of.... *speechless*...

Anyway, here comes the "Fantastic Part"!
Finally, after waiting for an hour, the results are coming out!! * Scream Out Loud
Once again, we were asked to gather in the middle of nowhere and under the hot sun!!
The emcee, Herr Bert, annouced "2nd runner up goes to... Unit 2"
My gosh, you people must be kidding ,right??? How on earth did we managed to be in the third placing?? ( Can someone please whack me hard on my head?) * Ouch!
Saras was so stunned until she can't even move. Not until we asked her to do so. ( Blur, right?)
" 1st runner up goes to... Unit 25 (PFS) and the champion goes to... Unit 3 (MGS)...

From the bottom of my heart..
We do NOT deserve to be in the 3rd placing at all....
Saints did wayyyy.... better than us, I would say.
To be honest, only if we were allowed to practice more, this competition will definately be a tough one...
GOD knew, I knew and only Saras knew the reason why we didn't stay back to practice. (P. & C.)
The reason is so... *speechless*.... BUT I bet you will cry over it if you knew the reason...
(I did cry... and there's nothing to be proud of!)

Well, things which is a past, let it be a past...
I shall return to my "happy-go-lucky" life...
Oh ya.. let me share with you, people, something...
Okay, do you remember the part where Kenneth came to "so-called-visit" us? :)
No? Simple! Go read again!
He came to ask us about our marching and stuff lar..
We (Saras and I) told him that our marching, "NO Good!" * Shakes head
I supposed he was trying to cheer us up lar...and he told us this.
" You people can do it. We shall be 1st and you shall be 2nd!"
Notes: I'm not trying to say that he's here to show off ... to be perasan or to be sarcastic!
(NO! Not at all... )
We were like, "No lar.."
We laughed and he walked off...
Okay, people ,refer back to the results...
We were in the 3rd placing and they were in the 2nd placing.

How coincident that could be?

THE END.

Foot Drill Competition!

Woke up at 6.30am, today! *yawn
I didn't have my breakfast BUT I did drink a cup of Milo! *thumbs up
Reached Rejimen 509 around 7.45am.
At first, I thought I was the first one to reach there but... I was wrong! :(
There were 5 members from our school who reached there earlier than I do!
As I walked in through the main gate, I saw a group of guys at the other end.
I told myself, " PFS's guys".
I have no idea, why on earth did I assumed 'they' were from PFS..
It's just... I don't know.. My sixth sense told me so...
In fact, I was right! Hah!
Once I saw 'him', it's enough to prove that I was right!
Later on, more members arrived and here comes my beloved commander a.k.a. my sissy brother, Saras!
She started to check our uniforms and we practiced a little.
She said, " You guys were horrible! It's worse compared to our last practice!"
I do totally agreed with her!
To be honest, I had no idea why did I actually agreed to come to this competition when I knew we will embarrass ourselves ..
Finally I was told that, for those who participate in this marching, you will get a 'kawad' badge!
So, I guess, this "embarrassment".. is worth it!

We started off with Uniform Inspection!
Our school, Unit 2, was the first one to be inspected. *So dead!
Seriously, we were Damn STUBBORN!! *Laugh Out Loud
We refused to obey the orders given by those soldiers because...
We thought that they were just trying to play prank on us!
So, in order to show that we are very "discipline", we ignored their orders!
And this was what happened..
Soldier A complained to Soldier B : Mereka memang degil! Suruh angkat kaki tunjuk ni (socks) , tak mau tunjuk! Apa ni?
Thanks to us, who refused to obey, the soldier had to pull our pants up , one by one in order to check our socks! * Laugh Out Loud

To be continue....

"Some Secrets Are Too Devasting To Be Told..."

I love this phrase!

I have no idea why I love this phrase but i just love it!!

School was.. O-K.... Not too good nor that bad.....
I have a Lot of homework to do...
And I don't know why I'm "here"!
Oh ya... I know why... Because.... I'm just too lazy to do my homework... *Lol*
"C'mon, people.. I work day and night.. I deserve a rest!"
Hahaha... That's all I'm gonna crap about today...


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Hah! Public Speaking's over!!! *Scream Out Loud*
No more nightmares!
In fact, I would tell myself this, " Racheal, you may now go to bed and sleep like a pig!"
Seriously, I was been asked to replace my friend on last friday!
She continued to beg me eventhough I had rejected her a few times.
Finally, I agreed to help her because I could foresee that if I were to ignore her this time, she'll be on her knees!!
I'M NOT a b*tch!! I don't want people to kneel in front of me, unnecessarily!
She passed me the script of her speech on Monday, itself.
In fact, I would say, she's just passing me back MY script because that script belongs to me. It was my Speech, though!
The competition will be on Wednesday. Which mean today!
I had so little time to prepare myself...
Luckily, it turned out fine...
Well, my impromptu speech was horrible!!!
No, it wasn't horrible... but it was terrible!!!
I went up there, not knowing exactly what to say.... Of course, i did crap but my crapping skills aren't as good as some people out there. Mainly, Saras!
After the competition, my friends told me I did a great job.
I told them, I SUCK!
In advance, they told me that, it is not only the content of my speech that counts but it's the courage and guts, in me to go up there and speak!
So, here, i would like to sincerely thanked everyone who had supported me through the competition!

Awakening - PART 2

PART 2 -

"Morgan, I have something for you." He reached into his pocket and took out a clear, faceted crystal. "Quartz?" "Oh, Hunter', please I'm too worn out for guessing games." "Tell me what it is", he said softly. I gazed up at Hunter, baffled." What it tells me is beryl, but that can't be right. Beryl is either aquamarine or emarald, and this is - " "Morganite" he told me. "Your name stone, another form of beryl." "Morganite?" "It changes colour with the sunlight. A different times of day it will be white, lavender, pink, even pale blue. It's a powerful healing stone. And there's something else it could do." His hand closed around the stone. He looked at me, his green eyes were as fathomless as the sea. "If a blood witch holds it and sends energy into it, it will reveal what is deepest in his heart." Hunter opened hiss hand, in the very center of the crystal I saw MYSELF.

This is the book!